Liz Kate - the world in my head Lyrics

I've never seen my head like this before
I've never tried so hard just to hit the floor
Maybe I'm just tired but I can't do this anymore
Pretending that I'm happy when I'm not happy
Well when I close my eyes it's all same
I'm crying in the middle of the rain
So no one else can figure out I'm going insane
I should probably tell somebody, how difficult could that be?
Cause I can't escape the world in head
Can't tune out the voice that thinks I'd rather be dead
The words keep on raging, can't put them back to bed
Wish that I could pack my bags instead
And escape the world in my head
People stop and ask if I'm okay
Playing make-believe with every word they say
It begs the question "do I love myself today"?
And I don't know the answer. Why do I never know the answer?
Cause I can't escape the world in head
Can't tune out the voice that thinks I'd rather be dead
The words keep on raging, can't put them back to bed
Wish that I could pack my bags instead
And escape the world in my head
Oooooo
If I could get out of here
yeah i would be better now
If i could get my head clear, I know I wouldn't feel so down
If I could get out of here
I would run so far away
If I could get my head clear, then maybe I would be okay

I've never seen my head like this before
I've never tried so hard just to hit the floor
Maybe I'm just tired but I can't do this anymore
Pretending that I'm happy when I'm not happy
Well when I close my eyes it's all same
I'm crying in the middle of the rain
So no one else can figure out I'm going insane
I should probably tell somebody, how difficult could that be?
Cause I can't escape the world in head
Can't tune out the voice that thinks I'd rather be dead
The words keep on raging, can't put them back to bed
Wish that I could pack my bags instead
And escape the world in my head
People stop and ask if I'm okay
Playing make-believe with every word they say
It begs the question "do I love myself today"?
And I don't know the answer. Why do I never know the answer?
Cause I can't escape the world in head
Can't tune out the voice that thinks I'd rather be dead
The words keep on raging, can't put them back to bed
Wish that I could pack my bags instead
And escape the world in my head
Oooooo
If I could get out of here
yeah i would be better now
If i could get my head clear, I know I wouldn't feel so down
If I could get out of here
I would run so far away
If I could get my head clear, then maybe I would be okay