Lilo Key - COMPANY I KEEP Lyrics

I got sick of overdosing
Papa met the Holy Ghost
I keep all this shit inside me
Don’t know how to let you know
No
But I need some time to think
Need to sort it in my head first
I might get another drink
Bet you’ll probably go to bed first
Leave me with my ties.
Ima cut the ones that need cut
This weight is breaking kneecaps
This anger I can’t keep up
Need vaca in Ibiza
Me lay back kick my feet up
Rest my eyes and have nightmares
I’d still probably see demons

So I don’t go to sleep with the company I keep
Don’t know how to talk about it. Don’t know how to speak
Only thing that seems to keep me going is the green
So I chase it and I smile. Putting everyone at ease

I got sick of overdosing
Papa met the Holy Ghost
I keep all this shit inside me.
Don’t know how to let you no
No
But I need some time to think

Calling ma just making sure she’s okay
Back and forth across the country my depression parade.
What a time to be alive had a hell of a day
Spent the first part of the year in my own self induced haze.
But I was built different. Look how I came off the rebound.
Finding comfort In The quiet. While there’s no one around.
Thought too many times bout quitting but that’s letting em down
Even with every hit I take I’m still here standing my ground

I got sick of overdosing
Papa met the Holy Ghost
I keep all this shit inside me
Don’t know how to let you know
No
But I need some time to think
Need to sort it in my head first
I might get another drink
Bet you’ll probably go to bed first
Leave me with my ties.
Ima cut the ones that need cut
This weight is breaking kneecaps
This anger I can’t keep up
Need vaca in Ibiza
Me lay back kick my feet up
Rest my eyes and have nightmares
I’d still probably see demons

So I don’t go to sleep with the company I keep
Don’t know how to talk about it. Don’t know how to speak
Only thing that seems to keep me going is the green
So I chase it and I smile. Putting everyone at ease

I got sick of overdosing
Papa met the Holy Ghost
I keep all this shit inside me.
Don’t know how to let you no
No
But I need some time to think

Calling ma just making sure she’s okay
Back and forth across the country my depression parade.
What a time to be alive had a hell of a day
Spent the first part of the year in my own self induced haze.
But I was built different. Look how I came off the rebound.
Finding comfort In The quiet. While there’s no one around.
Thought too many times bout quitting but that’s letting em down
Even with every hit I take I’m still here standing my ground