This track delves into the artist's struggle with substance abuse and his indifference towards societal judgment. The lyrics suggest a self-destructive coping mechanism for dealing with emotional pain, as he repeatedly states he uses drugs not for recreation, but to numb his suffering. His open admission of using various substances indicates a lack of concern about the potential consequences. The song also touches on themes of rebellion and individuality, where the artist emphasizes his disregard for rules and norms. Despite the dark undertones, there seems to be an underlying quest for understanding and empathy from listeners.
