Lil Juicy P - Sweat & Tears Lyrics

I wonder if I'll ever get out of my head
I wonder why I show love and I end up hurt
Don't know why I try, I just never feel safe
I wonder if there's anybody looking
I'm talking bout the shadows in the mirror
I wonder if there's anybody hooked in
It's hard for me see my future clearer
Everywhere I go seems haunted
This isn't the life I wanted
I'll fight it till my life's enlightened
My sweat and tears won't they be for granted
Everybody tell me I should leave my pain
They tell me that these drugs driving me insane
It's hard to carry all the baggage in my brain
I'll leave it with the shit I already explained
On the bright side I don't gotta deal with my emotions
Hate and depression mixed with the potion
On the bright side I don't gotta deal with the commotion
Chosen, broken left with devotion
Going through the feelings I don't wanna feel anymore
But I've been through it all I'm feeling numb
I wonder if there's anybody looking
I'm talking bout the shadows in the mirror
I wonder if there's anybody hooked in
It's hard for me see my future clearer
Everywhere I go seems haunted
This isn't the life I wanted
I'll fight it till my life's enlightened
My sweat and tears won't they be for granted
I don't really wanna fool myself
But lately I've been living in my head
Maybe all the hurt it got me dead
Or maybe I was born to feel the pain
No matter what you give them
No matter how you treat them
They leave you when you need them
And hurt you when you miss them
It feels like when you see them
They take it out get even
And brake what you believe in
That's the treatment I'm receiving
Going through the feelings I don't wanna feel anymore
But I've been through it all I'm feeling numb
I wonder if there's anybody looking
I'm talking bout the shadows in the mirror
I wonder if there's anybody hooked in
It's hard for me see my future clearer
Everywhere I go seems haunted
This isn't the life I wanted
I'll fight it till my life's enlightened
My sweat and tears won't they be for granted

I wonder if I'll ever get out of my head
I wonder why I show love and I end up hurt
Don't know why I try, I just never feel safe
I wonder if there's anybody looking
I'm talking bout the shadows in the mirror
I wonder if there's anybody hooked in
It's hard for me see my future clearer
Everywhere I go seems haunted
This isn't the life I wanted
I'll fight it till my life's enlightened
My sweat and tears won't they be for granted
Everybody tell me I should leave my pain
They tell me that these drugs driving me insane
It's hard to carry all the baggage in my brain
I'll leave it with the shit I already explained
On the bright side I don't gotta deal with my emotions
Hate and depression mixed with the potion
On the bright side I don't gotta deal with the commotion
Chosen, broken left with devotion
Going through the feelings I don't wanna feel anymore
But I've been through it all I'm feeling numb
I wonder if there's anybody looking
I'm talking bout the shadows in the mirror
I wonder if there's anybody hooked in
It's hard for me see my future clearer
Everywhere I go seems haunted
This isn't the life I wanted
I'll fight it till my life's enlightened
My sweat and tears won't they be for granted
I don't really wanna fool myself
But lately I've been living in my head
Maybe all the hurt it got me dead
Or maybe I was born to feel the pain
No matter what you give them
No matter how you treat them
They leave you when you need them
And hurt you when you miss them
It feels like when you see them
They take it out get even
And brake what you believe in
That's the treatment I'm receiving
Going through the feelings I don't wanna feel anymore
But I've been through it all I'm feeling numb
I wonder if there's anybody looking
I'm talking bout the shadows in the mirror
I wonder if there's anybody hooked in
It's hard for me see my future clearer
Everywhere I go seems haunted
This isn't the life I wanted
I'll fight it till my life's enlightened
My sweat and tears won't they be for granted