Lil JJ Reynolds - Nervous Wreck Lyrics

Stressing constantly (No Rest)
Body's dripping with sweat
Aggression's spreading from my brain that was angry and depressed
No check was big enough to save my health cause it was dying in debt
My only interest was the grave cause I'm a nervous wreck
Losing control of holding on in this confusion while using music
To escape my problems of the pain that's refusing to give me a break
I'm drowning (How much more can I take?)
Nobody cares to understand what I continue to face
Depression's giving me more reasons to hate my complexion
As it appears in this cold world (Full of rejection)
Staring suicide in the mirror (Face to face)
With pressure boiling inside (So will I lay to waste)
In paranoia's ocean territory? (Here comes the wave)
I'm not prepared cause I don't care if I survive it's disgrace
Even if I died, (In my eyes, I'll still be left with the stress)
That'll drive me crazy til I crash (I'm a nervous wreck)

I'm a nervous wreck
It's hard to fight these demons
It's hard to fight these demons everyday, (Everyday)
Cause I'm a nervous wreck (Ooo)

I feel psychotic (Racing demons on a race track) in my mind
Cause I feel my body (Moving fast pace steps)
Every breath takes a toll on me when I'm far from my zone
That keeps me company and comforts me (When I'm all alone)
A loner wolf (Inside the woods) that never bothers to peak
At what reality (Put him through) that made him lose sleep
I can relate cause all my life (I was embarrassed to speak)
Getting picked on was bad enough to where people pretended to see me suffering
The name (Loner) equals getting outnumbered
To where the feelings turn to fear of stepping into the public
To lose judgement to a subject that the devil attended
For me to fail tremendously when I got anxiety suspended
When it came back, (It was madder than ever to see my face)
That it would try it's best to haunt me to the nearest grave
But even if I died, (In my eyes, I'll still be left with the stress)
That'll drive me crazy til I crash (I'm a nervous wreck)

I'm a nervous wreck
It's hard to fight these demons
It's hard to fight these demons everyday, (Everyday)
Cause I'm a nervous wreck (Ooo)

What's left to do if no one listens when you're seeking help?
Except to die cause you can't live this pain all by yourself
No one to talk to cause I panic til I'm left alone
And it seems like no one understands you (Til you're gone)
Was I born here to suffer with this nervousness on a daily base?
Cause no matter when I fight, (It doesn't seem to go away)
Head forced to look only at the ground when the stares rise
When the butterflies (Force me) to never look at people's eyes
My music's different cause it's not energetic and why?
Because I speak that real depression that's real life
I'm private but willing to spread my energy to others that try to fight their demons that multiply
To make our bodies shy enough to avoid communication to our peers and loved ones
For life to draw us closer to the coffin
But even if I died, (In my eyes, I'll still be left with stress)
That'll drive me crazy til I crash (I'm a nervous wreck)