Lil JJ Reynolds - Closer To Death Lyrics

I feel my last breath, coming
I'll be fronting, if I lied and said nothing was the cause of my death
In this world that was bugging
A shallow man, that's becoming sharp like knifes, when they stab
Pain is seasonal and turned me to an outcast
A classic, failure at best (Spreading my misery from stress
Feeling cursed more than blessed to be labeled, as an mess
No one cares (Til the suicide, delivers the news on when you passed on)
Unexpectedly with no clues
When I'm gone (Will a tear from an eye, shed?)
I feel it won't cause in this generation (Love is dead)
My head, is filled with so much dread like an storm race
Speeding to kill me with a struck of it's evil, grace
What's a prayer to demons that don't care about faith
Cause their missions are to make sure (Nobody is safe)
What I continue to face, could cause my last breath
To happen, faster towards the fact that I'm getting closer to death (Ugh)
I'm getting closer to death
Closer, closer (Ya)
I'm getting closer to death
Closer, closer (Ya)
I'm getting closer to death
Closer, closer (Ya)
I'm getting closer to death, to death
Another body in the casket
On a permanent vanish, under the dirt
Will I be next to leave this earth?
Or exist and keep on suffering with this pain that is non ending?
Getting closer to death (Ya)
I keep writing to keep my head, straight from doing (Harm)
The only wish for my brain, is if I wasn't born
Or hoped, that it was living (Freely) in another body
Without a mental disorder and functions, properly
Cause I was cursed, way before I even managed to flow
Before I lost control (Deep inside and never spoke)
Now, writing to my brain is like a medicine pill
That helps me, get through the days when I can't chill
Depression, hurts, then it kills (When you're mentally ill)
It cost a fortune for help, on top of all the bills
They pile up to a point (Where you don't wanna survive)
That's the feeling of a brain that would rather die
Cause being stronger than pain is such a waste, when you're drained
To feeling like the days are repeating the same thing
I can't breathe (God, is this my last breath?)
I'm paranoia, from not knowing what is gonna come next (It's like)
I'm getting closer to death
Closer, closer (Ya)
I'm getting closer to death
Closer, closer (Ya)
I'm getting closer to death
Closer, closer (Ya)
I'm getting closer to death, to death
Another body in the casket
On a permanent vanish, under the dirt
Will I be next to leave this earth?
Or exist and keep on suffering with this pain that is non ending?
Getting closer to death (Ya)

I feel my last breath, coming
I'll be fronting, if I lied and said nothing was the cause of my death
In this world that was bugging
A shallow man, that's becoming sharp like knifes, when they stab
Pain is seasonal and turned me to an outcast
A classic, failure at best (Spreading my misery from stress
Feeling cursed more than blessed to be labeled, as an mess
No one cares (Til the suicide, delivers the news on when you passed on)
Unexpectedly with no clues
When I'm gone (Will a tear from an eye, shed?)
I feel it won't cause in this generation (Love is dead)
My head, is filled with so much dread like an storm race
Speeding to kill me with a struck of it's evil, grace
What's a prayer to demons that don't care about faith
Cause their missions are to make sure (Nobody is safe)
What I continue to face, could cause my last breath
To happen, faster towards the fact that I'm getting closer to death (Ugh)
I'm getting closer to death
Closer, closer (Ya)
I'm getting closer to death
Closer, closer (Ya)
I'm getting closer to death
Closer, closer (Ya)
I'm getting closer to death, to death
Another body in the casket
On a permanent vanish, under the dirt
Will I be next to leave this earth?
Or exist and keep on suffering with this pain that is non ending?
Getting closer to death (Ya)
I keep writing to keep my head, straight from doing (Harm)
The only wish for my brain, is if I wasn't born
Or hoped, that it was living (Freely) in another body
Without a mental disorder and functions, properly
Cause I was cursed, way before I even managed to flow
Before I lost control (Deep inside and never spoke)
Now, writing to my brain is like a medicine pill
That helps me, get through the days when I can't chill
Depression, hurts, then it kills (When you're mentally ill)
It cost a fortune for help, on top of all the bills
They pile up to a point (Where you don't wanna survive)
That's the feeling of a brain that would rather die
Cause being stronger than pain is such a waste, when you're drained
To feeling like the days are repeating the same thing
I can't breathe (God, is this my last breath?)
I'm paranoia, from not knowing what is gonna come next (It's like)
I'm getting closer to death
Closer, closer (Ya)
I'm getting closer to death
Closer, closer (Ya)
I'm getting closer to death
Closer, closer (Ya)
I'm getting closer to death, to death
Another body in the casket
On a permanent vanish, under the dirt
Will I be next to leave this earth?
Or exist and keep on suffering with this pain that is non ending?
Getting closer to death (Ya)