Lil Chaos - Where My Heart Is Lyrics

I feel like I got demons on my shoulders
Thinking to myself like I'm finna go nuts
And when you switched up on me I was tore up
But ima solid built from my toes up
And you ain't gotta question if I'm down to ride
Cuz if my brothers call me yunno ima slide
Tryna take mine it's gon be a homicide
Cuz I'll be damned if I gotta they see mommas cry
And I was locked down when my nigga TU died
Shit ain't been the same ever since you died
And Ion fuck wit niggas who be playing two sides
So you wit me or you not and you better choose wise
Everythang I been thru done turned my heart cold
But ima stand tall never bend and never fold
I done felt some pain that nobody else knows
But this the life that I chose
I done tried my hardest
But the devil keep calling
And I can't get away if I'm just bein honest
Cuz the ghetto where my heart is
And I'm stuck up in this lifestyle
But ima rock until it's lights out
And I know they want me dead and gone
So I can't ever put this pipe down
Look
I been in the streets ever since the 7th grade
I use to wear the same pair of shoes everyday
I just pray to god that I see some better days
Cuz it ripped my heart to see my cousin in that grave
And since yo since yo heart stopped it's like I can't feel mine
Got me feeling like I needa tote a steel nine
See when I'm in my thoughts Ion ever feel fine
If you ain't got years you ain't did no real time
And I'm sorry momma i was tripping
Tried to tell me everyday but I ain't listen
When I seen you crying at my sentence
It broke me down now im just reminiscing
Sitting in that cell I was feeling all alone
Like what's the point of living life if all my niggas gone
Struggling everyday it's so hard to go on
Man i'm living so wrong
Let it ride

I feel like I got demons on my shoulders
Thinking to myself like I'm finna go nuts
And when you switched up on me I was tore up
But ima solid built from my toes up
And you ain't gotta question if I'm down to ride
Cuz if my brothers call me yunno ima slide
Tryna take mine it's gon be a homicide
Cuz I'll be damned if I gotta they see mommas cry
And I was locked down when my nigga TU died
Shit ain't been the same ever since you died
And Ion fuck wit niggas who be playing two sides
So you wit me or you not and you better choose wise
Everythang I been thru done turned my heart cold
But ima stand tall never bend and never fold
I done felt some pain that nobody else knows
But this the life that I chose
I done tried my hardest
But the devil keep calling
And I can't get away if I'm just bein honest
Cuz the ghetto where my heart is
And I'm stuck up in this lifestyle
But ima rock until it's lights out
And I know they want me dead and gone
So I can't ever put this pipe down
Look
I been in the streets ever since the 7th grade
I use to wear the same pair of shoes everyday
I just pray to god that I see some better days
Cuz it ripped my heart to see my cousin in that grave
And since yo since yo heart stopped it's like I can't feel mine
Got me feeling like I needa tote a steel nine
See when I'm in my thoughts Ion ever feel fine
If you ain't got years you ain't did no real time
And I'm sorry momma i was tripping
Tried to tell me everyday but I ain't listen
When I seen you crying at my sentence
It broke me down now im just reminiscing
Sitting in that cell I was feeling all alone
Like what's the point of living life if all my niggas gone
Struggling everyday it's so hard to go on
Man i'm living so wrong
Let it ride