Leviticuss ft. Coaster - Out of the Dark (Suicide Awareness) Lyrics

I don't know what to say I don't know what to say I don't know what to do
Colors all around but I don't see anything but blue
Get lost in the sound go back to the start
Let's go out of the dark Let's go out of the dark into the light now

It's easy to give up not wanting to try
Harder to live up not wanting to die
How are you supposed to fill up with hope
When your empty inside at the end of the rope
Wake up day after day feeling alone
Get out of bed and then get in the zone
Only purpose seems to be at my work
When i get off the clock, I don't know what I'm worth
Chasing the money instead of identity
Suffocating peace and killing serenity
Makes it impossible finding amenity's
Doubt and distraction are supremacy
Xannies will shrink some anxiety
But it will leave me out lost in society
Time to start over, I'm back to the start
Facing the light with my back to the dark
Roll the rock away in front of the tomb
Resurrected from the dead and the doomed
Sun is still shining and no it's not over
Don't lose it all now try to keep your composure
Stay in the game, you have the controller
Way too much weight on my plate an my shoulders
Stuck in the state of enclosure
Suffering with guilt but trynna stay sober
Love or the loneliness lookin to kill
It's easy to hurt like its simple to steal
Slip and then fall but get back up again
People don't care but to some, you're a gem
I do not care if they call me a dork
I'm living it up cause my times super short
I know I got problems like seeing in blue
Don't know what to say, don't know what to do

I don't know what to say I don't know what to say I don't know what to do
Colors all around but I don't see anything but blue
Get lost in the sound go back to the start
Let's go out of the dark Let's go out of the dark into the light now

Who is the person thats taking control
Making decisions and numbing my soul
Distracted and lost as I'm looking for hope
And untying the knot at the end of the rope
Slippin and trippen and thinking that life
Is made for a reason but can't figure why
I wanna believe but won't put up a fight
I'm weak from the weed as i weep in the night
Looking for peace with Khalif in my pipe
Roamin' the streets like a thief in the night
Reading to seek and believe I will find
The love of my life that I'm leaving behind
Walkin away with my feet in a bind
The stairway to heavens too steep of a climb
The prodigal son took his piece of the pie
All things work together, I see it divine
Lost in the woods and I'm deep in the pine
Send me a signal I'm weak in the mind
Blind as a bat, I'm not seeing the signs
I Stumble in sin and then leave and resign
Runnin away with no reason to hide
Drug into court with the fees and the fines
Bunched up together like bees in a hive
I'm about to explode but i keep it in line
Blown in the mind that I'm even alive
Leaving me speechless like bein' a mime
My hands in the air at the scene of the crime
The sign of surrender is sweeter than wine
Pen in my hand with a treaty to sign
A contract completed and neatly designed
Just a sign on the dot and the victories mine
Wearing a crown with the leafs off the vine!

I don't know what to say I don't know what to say I don't know what to do
Colors all around but I don't see anything but blue
Get lost in the sound go back to the start
Let's go out of the dark Let's go out of the dark into the light now

I've been cheated on fed a bunch of lies been a piece of shit in a bunch of eyes
Look I've been depressed and I've seen the blues and I've cut myself with pocket knifes
I lost some chances that I should of grabbed had sex with girls who I shouldn't have
Been drunk as fuck and peeled out few friends help me up when I couldn't stand
Just a broken heart and some broken wings
From a broken start with some broken dreams
Went through my whole life with no light swear to God I didn't know what broken means
Come out of the dark swim outta the fog your problems today won't matter tomorrow
Just battle it all hold my hand if you must we're addicted to pain we're addicted to Lust
Trust that I'm here if you need me might hear me on line might see me on T.V
But pick up that phone and give me a call I promise you that I won't let it keep ringing
Don't feel worthless your life is worth it You gotta keep searching for a brighter purpose
Look past the surface nobodies perfect You got a friend in me if your life is hurtin' (Uh!)
That's real shit don't destroy your life rebuild it with golden beams and steel bricks
If only one thing I hope to instills this think life through with caution
Talk about problems often and know you're loved by many so taking your life ain't an option
Uh 'Coas

I don't know what to say I don't know what to say I don't know what to do
Colors all around but I don't see anything but blue
Get lost in the sound go back to the start
Let's go out of the dark Let's go out of the dark into the light now