Lenell Louis - onlyhuman. Lyrics

I look the man in the mirror, he lookin' so unfamiliar
Unsure if that's a good feeling
Unsure if that's a good feeling
I highly doubt that I'm healing
So is it worth the concealment?
I have to wonder
Wonder if this a blunder
Tryin' to fix the past; Delorean for the summer
My present is on my ass, like pressure you feel from mothers
My future an hourglass; my time is close to the buzzer
My hunger
The only thing that's got me going
I'm dodgin' several bullets the opposition has been throwin'
Like bullet passes from Brady, I'm moving just like I'm AP
My thoughts been runnin' me crazy
Cause satan been tryna phase me
Because

I'm only human my nigga
I'm only human my nigga
I'm only human my nigga
Been going through it my nigga
I'm only human my nigga
Not sure I'm know what I'm doin'
I'm only human my nigga
But I just know I'll get through it
I'm only human my nigga
Cause I'm just keepin' it movin'
I'm only human my nigga
I wasn't built to be losing
I'm only human my nigga
I gotta point to be proven
I'm only human my nigga

Puttin' it together for better
Not really out for vendettas
I'm tryna settle dilemmas
But you don't hear me though
Been tryna work on my patience
I need it for situations
That are high expectations
But you don't hear me though
And I'm now I'm sittin' here thinkin'
Why the hell did I make it?
Was I chosen to make it?
But you don't hear me though
What if God was mistaken?
Don't mean no harm or no hating
I need clarification
But you don't hear me though

Uh, and I just wanna run away
Take a trip back to Texas and start another day
Cause being back in Maryland has me feel a way
I feel ashamed, responsible for the things that came
My way
And now I'm better than ever but on the real it's whatever
It's kinda hard to live better
Because I'm scarred from the errors
As I aim for the terrace
But I fell; I'm embarrassed
And yet my old self...perished

I'm only human my nigga
I'm only human my nigga
I'm only human my nigga
Been going through it my nigga
I'm only human my nigga
Not sure I'm know what I'm doin'
I'm only human my nigga
But I just know I'll get through it
I'm only human my nigga
Cause I'm just keepin' it movin'
I'm only human my nigga
I wasn't built to be losing
I'm only human my nigga
I gotta point to be proven
I'm only human my nigga

I'm only human my nigga
I'm only human my nigga
I'm only human my nigga
Been going through it my nigga
I'm only human my nigga
Not sure I'm know what I'm doin'
I'm only human my nigga
But I just know I'll get through it
I'm only human my nigga
Cause I'm just keepin' it movin'
I'm only human my nigga
I wasn't built to be losing
I'm only human my nigga
I gotta point to be proven
I'm only human my nigga