Lauv - Julia Lyrics

"My colleague, kinda"
"Yeah"
(When we met)
"That seems right, yeah"

When we met
I wasn't me
I was so numb
Yeah, I was so lonely

Out on the run
I wasn't free
And you came along
But you couldn't save me

My hesitation and holding my breath
I led you in to the garden of my loneliness
Wish that you left
Before it all burned down

Oh, Julia
I'm sorry what I do to you
I push and pull and mess with your head
Then get in your bed 'cause I'm weak, deep down

Oh, Julia
I wish I never lied to you
I never meant to hurt you like that
And if I could go back I'd leave you alone

When I left
I wasn't sure
That I could love
Love anymore

But my hesitation and holding my breath
I led you in to the garden of my loneliness
Wish that you left
Before it all burned down

Oh, Julia
I'm sorry what I do to you
I push and pull and mess with your head
Then get in your bed 'cause I'm weak, deep down

Oh, Julia
I wish I never lied to you
I never meant to hurt you like that
And if I could go back I'd leave you alone

I won't lie to you no more
I won't lie to you no more
'Cause I know I did before
Hope you find what you looking for