LaSpeaks Volumes, Skrillaphornia - Joy Comes in the Mourning Lyrics

Don't run from the pain go to it
Cause the joy is in the mourning
Let it out, don't hold it in
Cause the joy is in the mourning
Don't be ashamed, you ain't gotta be ashamed
Cause the joy is in the mourning
Don't run from the pain go to it
Cause the joy is in the mourning
Felt good just a week ago
But some demons got ahold of my people though
Here I am, tryna break from all these fears
Tryna find the strength to find the light through all these tears
Grabbing onto folks I wasn't needing all these years
See this guilt that's on me
I can't control it but this shit ain't on me
Yeah, and yet I'm still crying out
Crying out for better days
Sacrificing pride and adjusting all my ways
While I mend my heart, God lead me through the maze
Hard to navigate
But no running from the pain
Don't run from the pain go to it
Cause the joy is in the mourning
Let it out, don't hold it in
Cause the joy is in the mourning
Don't be ashamed, you ain't gotta be ashamed
Cause the joy is in the mourning
Don't run from the pain go to it
Cause the joy is in the mourning
I'm starting to feel better
Had to shake some leaves off the tree
I was looking for an answer and found me
I was going insane
Going through growing pains
Introverted and I'm hurting, I was way too ashamed
Faded on a daily basis
Tryna drink away the pain
Biting more than I can chew, tryna eat away the pain
Going deep into depression
Know they see the weight gain
I ain't gon' make it at this pace
I made a change
You can't enjoy without the pain
Don't run from the pain go to it
Cause the joy is in the mourning
Let it out, don't hold it in
Cause the joy is in the mourning
Don't be ashamed, you ain't gotta be ashamed
Cause the joy is in the mourning
Don't run from the pain go to it
Cause the joy is in the mourning
Joy comes in the mourning
Joy comes in the mourning
Joy comes in the mourning
Joy comes in the mourning

Don't run from the pain go to it
Cause the joy is in the mourning
Let it out, don't hold it in
Cause the joy is in the mourning
Don't be ashamed, you ain't gotta be ashamed
Cause the joy is in the mourning
Don't run from the pain go to it
Cause the joy is in the mourning
Felt good just a week ago
But some demons got ahold of my people though
Here I am, tryna break from all these fears
Tryna find the strength to find the light through all these tears
Grabbing onto folks I wasn't needing all these years
See this guilt that's on me
I can't control it but this shit ain't on me
Yeah, and yet I'm still crying out
Crying out for better days
Sacrificing pride and adjusting all my ways
While I mend my heart, God lead me through the maze
Hard to navigate
But no running from the pain
Don't run from the pain go to it
Cause the joy is in the mourning
Let it out, don't hold it in
Cause the joy is in the mourning
Don't be ashamed, you ain't gotta be ashamed
Cause the joy is in the mourning
Don't run from the pain go to it
Cause the joy is in the mourning
I'm starting to feel better
Had to shake some leaves off the tree
I was looking for an answer and found me
I was going insane
Going through growing pains
Introverted and I'm hurting, I was way too ashamed
Faded on a daily basis
Tryna drink away the pain
Biting more than I can chew, tryna eat away the pain
Going deep into depression
Know they see the weight gain
I ain't gon' make it at this pace
I made a change
You can't enjoy without the pain
Don't run from the pain go to it
Cause the joy is in the mourning
Let it out, don't hold it in
Cause the joy is in the mourning
Don't be ashamed, you ain't gotta be ashamed
Cause the joy is in the mourning
Don't run from the pain go to it
Cause the joy is in the mourning
Joy comes in the mourning
Joy comes in the mourning
Joy comes in the mourning
Joy comes in the mourning