LaRussell - Thank You Lyrics

How could I put yo worth in words it seems impossible
Keep having flashes of my momma in that hospital
When there's no help and life itself became an obstacle
You chose a route that showed you out but wasn't logical
I never spoke on how that made me feel
It was selfish
I neva ask for help until I'm helpless
In the heat of the moment
You had melted and I can't even blame you
It's actually the opposite
I wrote this song to thank you
Ain't no happiness in commas
I use rap as a sadhana
Meditate to reach nirvana
But ain't no love like my mommas
See the pain and the scars but you hide 'em well
Told you I'm reaching for the stars you said I might as well
Why I could never let you see up inside a jail
Said don't cry you did well
You gotta try to fail
Well you tried and you failed I guess you here to stay
I'll be around to guide you back when you veer away
I went astray but you the reason why I'm here today
There's no way I can pay ya back
But the plan is to show you that I understand
I wanna thank you

How could I put yo worth in words it seems impossible
Keep having flashes of my momma in that hospital
When there's no help and life itself became an obstacle
You chose a route that showed you out but wasn't logical
I never spoke on how that made me feel
It was selfish
I neva ask for help until I'm helpless
In the heat of the moment
You had melted and I can't even blame you
It's actually the opposite
I wrote this song to thank you
Ain't no happiness in commas
I use rap as a sadhana
Meditate to reach nirvana
But ain't no love like my mommas
See the pain and the scars but you hide 'em well
Told you I'm reaching for the stars you said I might as well
Why I could never let you see up inside a jail
Said don't cry you did well
You gotta try to fail
Well you tried and you failed I guess you here to stay
I'll be around to guide you back when you veer away
I went astray but you the reason why I'm here today
There's no way I can pay ya back
But the plan is to show you that I understand
I wanna thank you