Lana Del Rey's evocative lyrics delve into themes of longing, escapism, and the fleeting nature of dreams. The song juxtaposes the allure of intoxicating substances ("Nectar of the Gods" and "heroin gold") with intense emotional experiences. The narrator grapples with a sense of loss and disillusionment, reflecting on past aspirations that have faded away ("School kid dreams came true then passed in the night"). The repeated phrase "I get wild on you" suggests a tumultuous relationship or an overpowering influence that drives her to extremes. References to California as both a paradise and a place where she is now lost underscore the duality of her experiences—once fulfilling but now bewildering. Ultimately, the song paints a vivid picture of seeking solace in chaos while mourning the unfulfilled promises of youth.
