Kyd, of Kin, Qil - Wasn't Meant For Me So I Killed Them Lyrics

I can never be who I want to be
I can never feel my energy
I can never be the cites king
They put me in a box, it ain't for me
I can never front on gram or front on the cam
Front on the kids, or front on my momma, no no I tried it, it ain’t for me
I was off a xan
Off of a bean
Drinking that lean
Just to calm the steam
That was in between
No it wasn’t meant for me
No no
No it wasn’t meant for me
Drinking on Henny at the crib you see
Smoking a blunt at the crib you see
Drinking on Henny at the crib you see
smoking a blunt at the crib you see
Why these demons just hate on me
Why do I feel like shit (Cause your shit)
Why these demons just hate on me
Why do I feel like shit (Cause your shit)
Thought I was dead, but then I woke up dead
Living this life was worse than I thought
If I had a tat for all my mistakes
I’d be full from my head to my toes
From my head to my toes
I’m as cold as a pole
As cold as the heart of a stripper on a pole
Money don’t make me glow
Pussy don’t make me glow
Run it
Run it
Run it
Run it
Run it
Run it
Run it
Run it
Discovering yourself may be easier said than done
But once you start your journey of discovering your true self-identity
It will become easier to do
Knowing who you are not only means pursuing your goals and dreams
But also knowing what you will find acceptable in yourself and in your life
After realizing you realize your true authentic self
Then you will be able to accept everything about yourself
This even includes your flaws.
I want it all
I want it all
I want the cash
The hoes the cars
I wanna ball
I wanna ball
I want that Lambo
Donuts in the lot
I skirt like Paul Walker
More checks than Mark Parker
Cause mischief Tom Sawyer
Then go get my lawyer
Run up them endorsements
Recording made fortunes
Big homie move pounds
Y'all barely hold quarters
Entertainment ass boy be on SNL
Qil I got rap niggas like fml
Caught up in a character see we all could tell
For fame and clout chasing XXL
I'm a beast, I'm a king, nat cole wit the keys
Keep that thing, by my hip, let it slip let it sing
I'm selfish bitch fuck all yo feelings
I'm selfish bitch fuck how you feeling
Time is something that everyone should value
But only a few appreciate, it is something that many people love
Because they plan their lives around every moment in time
However, the only way to truly appreciate time and the moments in your life
Is to embrace it

I can never be who I want to be
I can never feel my energy
I can never be the cites king
They put me in a box, it ain't for me
I can never front on gram or front on the cam
Front on the kids, or front on my momma, no no I tried it, it ain’t for me
I was off a xan
Off of a bean
Drinking that lean
Just to calm the steam
That was in between
No it wasn’t meant for me
No no
No it wasn’t meant for me
Drinking on Henny at the crib you see
Smoking a blunt at the crib you see
Drinking on Henny at the crib you see
smoking a blunt at the crib you see
Why these demons just hate on me
Why do I feel like shit (Cause your shit)
Why these demons just hate on me
Why do I feel like shit (Cause your shit)
Thought I was dead, but then I woke up dead
Living this life was worse than I thought
If I had a tat for all my mistakes
I’d be full from my head to my toes
From my head to my toes
I’m as cold as a pole
As cold as the heart of a stripper on a pole
Money don’t make me glow
Pussy don’t make me glow
Run it
Run it
Run it
Run it
Run it
Run it
Run it
Run it
Discovering yourself may be easier said than done
But once you start your journey of discovering your true self-identity
It will become easier to do
Knowing who you are not only means pursuing your goals and dreams
But also knowing what you will find acceptable in yourself and in your life
After realizing you realize your true authentic self
Then you will be able to accept everything about yourself
This even includes your flaws.
I want it all
I want it all
I want the cash
The hoes the cars
I wanna ball
I wanna ball
I want that Lambo
Donuts in the lot
I skirt like Paul Walker
More checks than Mark Parker
Cause mischief Tom Sawyer
Then go get my lawyer
Run up them endorsements
Recording made fortunes
Big homie move pounds
Y'all barely hold quarters
Entertainment ass boy be on SNL
Qil I got rap niggas like fml
Caught up in a character see we all could tell
For fame and clout chasing XXL
I'm a beast, I'm a king, nat cole wit the keys
Keep that thing, by my hip, let it slip let it sing
I'm selfish bitch fuck all yo feelings
I'm selfish bitch fuck how you feeling
Time is something that everyone should value
But only a few appreciate, it is something that many people love
Because they plan their lives around every moment in time
However, the only way to truly appreciate time and the moments in your life
Is to embrace it