Kwon Rabbit - Not Today Lyrics

Excuse what I have to say
Feeling great, well not today
Get this shit off my chest
This is not to prove I'm the best
Or that I want respect
Or I'm the one coming next
But the pain that comes from soul
Thought I found peace, now I just don't know
Been told to let it go
But if I do, then I got nothing
Then I'll feel alone, damn i feel so cold
That's the only thing that kept me company
Used to tell myself that it wasn't me

Why did I think I could do it
Man I was pretty stupid
Think about all the lives that I ruined
I try to save the world, don't be so damn foolish
Told me I was nobody, I already knew it
Same old bullshit, already been through it
I gotta let you go, yes I gotta do this
It's my life, yes I choose it
There is no redoing
Can't blame me on the way I feel
It's the only thing that is real
Im only human

Every day that we're living
All same can't be different
With planes making wishes
Who am I? I must be kidding

All my life, carried weight
Been this way since I was eight
Same old bullshit, different day
Everyday I live with pain
How you supposed to feel great
Growing up on section 8
And never catch a break
Once more to the fray
Get this shit off my chest
Can't take anymore steps
I'm on my last breath
Keep on falling to the ground,
Watch me bleed to death
Doesn't make any sense
I made my bed, now I'm at lay to rest

Why did I think I could do it
Man I was pretty stupid
Think about all the lives that I ruined
I try to save the world, don't be so damn foolish
Told me I was nobody, I already knew it
Same old bullshit, already been through it
I gotta let you go, yes I gotta do this
It's my life, yes I choose it
There is no redoing
Can't blame me on the way I feel
It's the only thing that is real
Im only human

Every day that we're living
All same can't be different
With planes making wishes
Who am I? I must be kidding

What the hell you think you doing
There's a misunderstanding
Probably some confusion
Everything will go to ruin
Pick yourself up
I understand you're kinda stuck
And life kinda sucks
Don't mean you can give up
Doesn't mean you can quit
Or sink into the abyss
I won't put up with this shit
Your stronger than this
All the distanced that we traveled
To watch everything unravel
Get on that horse and that saddle
I promise that you matter
Fuck what other people think
They don't know what it's like to be
Thrown like an outcast
But you'll show them you're a king
Your resilient and persistent
Always stuck to the mission
By yourself no assistance
You were your own competition
And your own best friend
And worst enemy
I got you till the end
Everything else let it be
That's everything I have to say
We can see another day
So if they count us out
We can both let them know Not Today