Kvlki - Deadshot Lyrics

Let me take a walk with you
On the darker side of my mind
Its something I'm inclined to hide
I don't know why I gotta force a smile
What to make you feel welcomed
I'm the one whose in denial
They say I'm a lunatic well i guess if the shoe do fit why try to loosen it
Might as well get foot loose in it
Yeah bitch I'm crazy tried being normal there's no use in it
I tried the restaurant scene, whoopsie that was some stupid shit
They wanted a server I came to kick ass just friggin
Tipped a glass a cab on some stupid bitch
Cuz she muttered my vest had a goofy fit
Said she'd love an apology
I said hoe what the fuck this ain't some cupid shit
Needless to say management threw a fit
T hey said Kvlki you a dick
Who me? Mr smile in your face plot your demise is unruly
You don't say been here 12 years just figured that today
WHOOOie ya'll clueless shits
It would behoove me to focus
On being a minor gear in your locomotive
Too bad I drink shit but I also smoke it
So at any moment just know that
I'm going off the rails on a crazy train Like an Ozzfest cokehead
Short fuse even shorter notice
If I'm pull some ill advised act just know that
My greatest feats are unrehearsed this whole rapcareer is a freestyle
I should not be on your Iphone Max
But I don't grasp God's plan for me I say that candidly
I mean seems outlandish he came from a Lebanese Family
Catholic schools 1180 on my SAT's landed me in SLC
College Debt at 60 G's and one failed attempt already
At a rap career that don't discourage me
34 Looking back at 33 still acting like a pervy teen
In the night club scene serving clients Hennessy
Taking their curvy queens to the bathroom to Serve'em D
Yeah this course on me
Oh fuck kneel down hoe for some gratuity
I'm leave it on your cheek
Yeah here's my number
Don't call me I'm booked all week
Ohh fuck this you already heesh
You on this D like you hooked on speed
Fucking what the odds
Club full'a ballers you fell for the Blue collar geek
Poor decision making I guess ha ha
That's why I'll see you next week

There's a war I guess Lord know's I'm blessed
Yet I can't underscore the importance set on judgement
Does Kvlki turn the other cheek yeah
Only as I smack it while she moans during carnal sex
Yet, I can't ignore the fact I value the compassionate
But what is the rational end to all this competitiveness
The recklessness I see embedded within myself
Cuz living now'a days feels like a friggin game of chess
First its Catholic school then its college debt
Then its financial collapse than that again
Plus the family I always wanted to start but'll probably never get
Its like one wrong move and the walls start closing in
Yeah you wanna see my nice side
The call you the moment before you might cry
The make you breakfast in bed, tuck you in at night time
But you brought me home after your bestie tossed me a slight smile
The red pill, the blue pill, the poison pill while I'm high'll
Try to dial back the vitriol, while either side gets critical of which side is he on,
Life's a game I play it you debate the right or wrong