Kurrent - Past Lyrics

I knew I was meant to lose
Can't hold it against you
And I tried to
I know what I need to do
Let go of the past views
Cause I never had you
You told me you don't know Where you stand
You should go
Like woah there
Take it slow there
I know we could work it
We can grow
Lets try to repair
And take it from there
Cause you know that
I've been looking for something new
Cause I've been stuck in my ways
Finding homes in things
That ain't you
And staying out of my way
Tried to be accountable
For things that aren't even my fault
I never thought it'd be like that
I just have the memories
I swear that I remember it all
So why'd you have to leave like that
Cause you told me things that
Just never left me
Now we both act like you never met me
I can't forget
But you still regret me
You called me out
Like I was wrong
Cause I was wrong
Love feels like a stranger
I've been ducking too long
Avoiding too long
Cause I don't know who'd ever choose me
Through all my odd expressions
Restless sessions, confessions
And things I do that help with expression
I hope that you will stay around
And if you hear this now
Just know I'd do it for you
And never did it for her
And I just don't wanna lose
And I just wanna be sure
Cause I know what I'm looking for
I've been looking for something new
Cause I've been stuck in my ways
Finding homes in things that ain't you
And staying out of my way

I knew I was meant to lose
Can't hold it against you
And I tried to
I know what I need to do
Let go of the past views
Cause I never had you
You told me you don't know Where you stand
You should go
Like woah there
Take it slow there
I know we could work it
We can grow
Lets try to repair
And take it from there
Cause you know that
I've been looking for something new
Cause I've been stuck in my ways
Finding homes in things
That ain't you
And staying out of my way
Tried to be accountable
For things that aren't even my fault
I never thought it'd be like that
I just have the memories
I swear that I remember it all
So why'd you have to leave like that
Cause you told me things that
Just never left me
Now we both act like you never met me
I can't forget
But you still regret me
You called me out
Like I was wrong
Cause I was wrong
Love feels like a stranger
I've been ducking too long
Avoiding too long
Cause I don't know who'd ever choose me
Through all my odd expressions
Restless sessions, confessions
And things I do that help with expression
I hope that you will stay around
And if you hear this now
Just know I'd do it for you
And never did it for her
And I just don't wanna lose
And I just wanna be sure
Cause I know what I'm looking for
I've been looking for something new
Cause I've been stuck in my ways
Finding homes in things that ain't you
And staying out of my way