Kode - Wayside Lyrics

Lately I just feel like an outcast
I get nervous walking through
Any crowd that i'm in
They're all out to get me
Shit i'm even doubting my friends
I hate these clouds that i'm in
I'm downing bottles at the wayside sippin
Staying in my head the only place I fit in
I know it's probably all in my head
And I should probably get out of bed
But I just feel alone on the wayside

Somebody tell me why i'm always falling in the deep end
Isolation always sounding better on the weekends
Up in my thoughts
Tryna find the hidden meanings
That's when I fall
I guess i'll always be alone
I can't escape the mental prison in my dome
Why can't I ignore the things that I could never know
Second guessing every single lyric that I wrote
It's ironic cause it's me and I can't even crack the code
I can't even crack it
It's like I got all of these problems and they're all imagined
And I can't throw away these thoughts because it's automatic
And I don't wanna tell a soul cause i'll sound so dramatic

Lately I just feel like an outcast
I get nervous walking through
Any crowd that i'm in
They're all out to get me
Shit i'm even doubting my friends
I hate these clouds that i'm in
I'm downing bottles at the wayside sippin
Staying in my head the only place I fit in
I know it's probably all in my head
And I should probably get out of bed
But I just feel alone on the wayside

On the wayside
Banging on the window going eighty-five
Ain't a soul in sight
I don't hear em saying stay alive
Phone is on my side
I don't hear are you okay tonight
No i'm not alright
But if they asked i'd probably say i'm fine
That's just what it is
How can I complain when
I won't let em' in
Tell em' where my brain is
I can never spot a friend
No i'm not okay with
Dealing with that fake shit
Or maybe it's just
Maybe it's all in my head
Or maybe that's just how they see me
Still wouldn't notice me dead
Cause I don't think they'd ever need me
And trust me I know they can see me
But i'm always doubting my brain
I'm scared of the place that I know it could lead me
I hope it don't drive me insane cause

Lately I just feel like an outcast
I get nervous walking through
Any crowd that i'm in
They're all out to get me
Shit i'm even doubting my friends
I hate these clouds that i'm in
I'm downing bottles at the wayside sippin
Staying in my head the only place I fit in
I know it's probably all in my head
And I should probably get out of bed
But I just feel alone on the wayside