Knuckle Deep - Gatekeep Lyrics

The self loathing in me
Keeps me cold at night
So, I cover up in blankets
Just to hide
Who I am - who I'll be
A broken, flawed, human being
Grasping at better
But I know I'll just forget
I fucking hate my guts
I'm never waking up
And I'm afraid of these many nights alone
'Cause I know it's not getting better
It all went south
When I went back to you
I was never one to 'pologize
But frankly it was true
But now you're gone
And I still can't feel
I lay in bed alone
And let it collapse around me