Kitchen Congregation - diss track (for myself) Lyrics

Blame it on my parents
They should have left but they chose to stay
Or blame it on the therapist
That I saw back in 9th grade
Money is tight but trust is even harder to come by
Ohhhh I wish I wasn't in
Constant competition
With myself
And Everybody else
Cause it seems like I blinked and the world moved on
I'm stuck in these same old thought patterns
Always had trouble with letting go
Feels just the same as admitting you were wrong
It only hurts when I think about it
But I don't drive the thoughts away
I just keep checking on your progress
Instead of letting myself be okay
Pressure is high but the wounds are always self inflicted
Ohhhh I wish I wasn't in
Constant competition
With myself
And Everybody else
Cause it seems like I blinked and the world moved on
I'm stuck in these same old thought patterns
Always had trouble with letting go
Feels just the same as admitting you were wrong
I'm annoyed because I always want more
But what else would keep me moving forward
Im feeling hopeless, same vain
Its probably dramatic
I wish I didn't hold these grudges
Blame it on genetics

Blame it on my parents
They should have left but they chose to stay
Or blame it on the therapist
That I saw back in 9th grade
Money is tight but trust is even harder to come by
Ohhhh I wish I wasn't in
Constant competition
With myself
And Everybody else
Cause it seems like I blinked and the world moved on
I'm stuck in these same old thought patterns
Always had trouble with letting go
Feels just the same as admitting you were wrong
It only hurts when I think about it
But I don't drive the thoughts away
I just keep checking on your progress
Instead of letting myself be okay
Pressure is high but the wounds are always self inflicted
Ohhhh I wish I wasn't in
Constant competition
With myself
And Everybody else
Cause it seems like I blinked and the world moved on
I'm stuck in these same old thought patterns
Always had trouble with letting go
Feels just the same as admitting you were wrong
I'm annoyed because I always want more
But what else would keep me moving forward
Im feeling hopeless, same vain
Its probably dramatic
I wish I didn't hold these grudges
Blame it on genetics