Killvein - wonder Lyrics

I'm not feeling like myself today
Don't want anything to go my way
If you could step into my shoes
Well would they fit right?
This world's really put me in my place
And these girls think I'm just a pretty fact
Can I borrow your mind for a minute
I think I lost mine

Head under the water and I wonder why I'm choking
Pick myself to pieces now I wonder why I'm broken
Raining on my own parade to wonder why I'm soaking
Say I want it all to end but they just think I'm joking

Overdrive I've not been to alive
Nothing to it I seen the other side
Rollercoaster I don't wanna ride
Got no choice I'm on it till I die
When I'm alone I get so excited
My thoughts are loud even in the silence
I see it now what you really hiding
So whos to blame if everybody's lying

I see the cycle of time
Cant leave the pattern behind
I love this shadow of mine
It's getting too big to hide
I see the cycle of time
Cant leave the pattern behind
I love this shadow of mine
It's getting too big to hide

Head under the water and I wonder why I'm choking
Pick myself to pieces now I wonder why I'm broken
Raining on my own parade to wonder why I'm soaking
Say i want it all to end but they just think I'm joking