Kid Kenzi - Where I'm At Lyrics

Last year had a black cloud
Pouring down in my background
Pressure felt like I had drowned
Almost quit and made it my last round
Now it's all that I planned out
I been getting on the map now
Persevered, ain't stand down
You can get a look at where I'm at now
Aw yeah, Ay, can't hold me back
I been popping up like a full blown attack
Got the fans with me, yeah the show is packed
I been growin' so quick, where my roses at
Should I check myself? No, relax
Does it wreck my health? Load the mac
I'ma murder my doubt or any negative thought
Cuz the only thing I fear is if I don't impact, ay
Honestly y'all don't know half of it
I do the marketing and all the managin'
I lost a part of me making this happen and
I put my heart in it they call me trash again, wait
I don't need no one to damage my fate
I don't need no one to stand in my way
I don't need no one to act like they with me
But when I'm not looking they slander my name
Throwin' dirt, y'all can wait in line
See the fakes, they pray I'm blind
Wanna love when the numbers high
But when it's down they say goodbye
Ten years grindin', I paid the fine
So much weight, might break my spine
On the move, whether rain or shine
I came to dine, I'ma take what's mine
Spent a lotta time on a tight rope
Now I'm making big waves, I been on the right road
Now I'm getting money from my pain and I'm like woah
I just got a million plays on my own
Might go build a dynasty like Shiloh
Better lie low quick I'm in fight mode
When the mics on I'm like a psycho
I don't think you really wanna enter into my zone

Lately I'm getting so tired of hearing how people say I should write a song
You ain't ever walked in my shoes so how you think your advice ain't wrong
You ain't ever known a thing about me, and you just here for the ride along
Here's a little advice for critics, yeah, shut your mouth, this where I belong
They say I won't ever make it through
Maybe I should go and vacate soon
Hate me on a daily wanna make me feel like my life just may be doomed
Wanna see me lose, ain't it true
Chain me, I'll rip the cage in two
I know that they only tryna phase me
Should I go and raise that roof? I'll break right through
Slowly imploding, I'll blow any moment
No time for talkin', spend more time on growin'
In my own league everybody below it
I look in the mirror that's my only opponent
Any who want it, I be up on it
Takin' names til the day that I plummet
Yeah, I don't run from any problems
I look at em dead in the eye and I go and confront it
Won't fall, I cannot fall
I'm tryna stay up, and keep standing tall
Lord answer my call, backs to the wall
Where do I go now when I give my all
I ain't content with myself, it's a brawl
If I don't work then I have a withdrawal
I'm tryna find me a balance and get inner peace
Hope I'll never be dropping the ball
But I get knocked down, I hit the ground
Sometimes it's great tryna figure this out
But here comes that cloud
Pouring on me again and I'm feeling like I'm gonna drown
And I don't know how do I rebound
Gotta keep going I have one more round
I'm tryna make everybody feel proud
I'm tryna never let nobody down, yeah

I cannot stop here, I've put so much in and can't take it back
I'm just hopin' I can make a difference, gotta keep my head down and stay on track
Failing in this I'm scared of that, what's everybody keep staring at
Nothing's changed, still doing me and I guess for now this is where I'm at, yeah