Kid Kenzi - Save Me Lyrics

Save me from myself, I really need your help
I'm going under
Save me from myself, I don't really want to wonder
I'm going under
Yeah
Late nights these thoughts will fill my mind
How did I get on this new decline
Most days I'm acting like I'm alright
But really I've not been feelin' fine
Anxiety's calling on my line
Hoping that I fall into his lies
I don't really wanna hide but lately I'm so down
Been in my solitude confined
Dangerous, when I'm going through phases
I don't think I even know what the day is
Sometimes I get so caught inside my mind
Wanna die, can't cope in these mazes
Sad but really it's true
Look into the mirror I'm hating my view
Trying each day to be a better me
But I just really don't know what to do
And I'm like
Save me from myself, I really need your help
I'm going under
Save me from myself, I don't really want to wonder
I'm going under
Yeah
I'm tryna get my mind right now
I ain't feelin' so high right now
I been wondering if anybody would care
If I even had died right now
Feelin' like that's been so true
I'm drained all the time, and alone too
I'm telling everybody I won't lose
But do they really know what I go through
Don't wanna socialize, don't wanna talk
I'm in head again, stuck in my thoughts
People will ask me if I wanna hang
I just tell em I'm busy, but really I'm not
It's over the top, I'm getting sick of it
Regretting everything that I wish I did
I don't wanna look like I'm falling apart
But I know deep down I cant live like this
Yeah
Save me from myself, I really need your help
I'm going under
Save me from myself, I don't really want to wonder
I'm going under
Yeah
Everyday is the same
I'm wondering how long it will be this way
I been tryna find who I am
I'm feeling lost and don't see my lane
My mind racing, gotta get this out
Maybe Life's saying this is how
I'm supposed to spend my days
Tryna get off the ground but I'm kicked right down
I'm getting tired, I can't heal this pain
Ain't no clouds, but I feel that rain
Tried to run but I'm right back here
Guess only time will reveal my fate
Need to redefine what I think is right
See the fire that I keep inside
No peace of mind, I don't sleep at night
Hope these times fade and I'll be alright
Save me from myself, I really need your help
I'm going under
Hope these times fade and I'll be alright
Save me from myself, I don't really want to wonder
I'm going under

Save me from myself, I really need your help
I'm going under
Save me from myself, I don't really want to wonder
I'm going under
Yeah
Late nights these thoughts will fill my mind
How did I get on this new decline
Most days I'm acting like I'm alright
But really I've not been feelin' fine
Anxiety's calling on my line
Hoping that I fall into his lies
I don't really wanna hide but lately I'm so down
Been in my solitude confined
Dangerous, when I'm going through phases
I don't think I even know what the day is
Sometimes I get so caught inside my mind
Wanna die, can't cope in these mazes
Sad but really it's true
Look into the mirror I'm hating my view
Trying each day to be a better me
But I just really don't know what to do
And I'm like
Save me from myself, I really need your help
I'm going under
Save me from myself, I don't really want to wonder
I'm going under
Yeah
I'm tryna get my mind right now
I ain't feelin' so high right now
I been wondering if anybody would care
If I even had died right now
Feelin' like that's been so true
I'm drained all the time, and alone too
I'm telling everybody I won't lose
But do they really know what I go through
Don't wanna socialize, don't wanna talk
I'm in head again, stuck in my thoughts
People will ask me if I wanna hang
I just tell em I'm busy, but really I'm not
It's over the top, I'm getting sick of it
Regretting everything that I wish I did
I don't wanna look like I'm falling apart
But I know deep down I cant live like this
Yeah
Save me from myself, I really need your help
I'm going under
Save me from myself, I don't really want to wonder
I'm going under
Yeah
Everyday is the same
I'm wondering how long it will be this way
I been tryna find who I am
I'm feeling lost and don't see my lane
My mind racing, gotta get this out
Maybe Life's saying this is how
I'm supposed to spend my days
Tryna get off the ground but I'm kicked right down
I'm getting tired, I can't heal this pain
Ain't no clouds, but I feel that rain
Tried to run but I'm right back here
Guess only time will reveal my fate
Need to redefine what I think is right
See the fire that I keep inside
No peace of mind, I don't sleep at night
Hope these times fade and I'll be alright
Save me from myself, I really need your help
I'm going under
Hope these times fade and I'll be alright
Save me from myself, I don't really want to wonder
I'm going under