Kid Kenzi - Pain Lyrics

Maybe I belong with pain like we're entwined
Heart aching, need a break on the inside
Couple drinks maybe change what's in my mind
All alone, lord knows what it feels like
Maybe I belong with pain like we're entwined
Heart aching, need a break on the inside
Couple drinks maybe change what's in my mind
All alone, lord knows what it feels like

Yeah, I wear my pain like a worn coat
Tattered soul, pockets filled with a fool's hope
Sleeves cover up my scars, got a few of those
And lately I'm just hoping that I never lose control
Trauma drifts behind my back tryna reconcile
She sweet-talking with my past, feel the pressure pile
And I don't wanna look down, so I fake a smile
To heal up this broken heart might take awhile
Feel like a lost soul, I'm at a crossroad
It's hard when the path you're walking on is not known
I need a sign now, I'm looking out, can God show
These burdens getting so heavy now on my own

Yeah, used to love myself, and now I'm someone else
It's getting dark up on my side
Now the pain is dealt and I just hate myself
I'm overdosing on this love until I die

Maybe I belong with pain like we're entwined
Heart aching, need a break on the inside
Couple drinks maybe change what's in my mind
All alone, lord knows what it feels like
Maybe I belong with pain like we're entwined
Heart aching, need a break on the inside
Couple drinks maybe change what's in my mind
All alone, lord knows what it feels like

In a tug-of-war with my doubt
I only see the lows lately, ain't no highs now
And when it's light out I stay in my house
My head spinning on the daily wanna lie down
And sweet things end up stinging, oh I know too well
On the surface looking fine but I'm close to hell
I'm not the person that I was just a broken shell
Alone, I fell, yeah maybe I'm supposed to dwell
Yeah, and where did I go? There ain't a sign shown
All my fears come alive when my eyes closed
I don't think I really know what my worth is
Still out here on a search for my purpose

Yeah, used to love myself, and now I'm someone else
It's getting dark up on my side
Now the pain is dealt and I just hate myself
I'm overdosing on this love until I die

Maybe I belong with pain like we're entwined
Heart aching, need a break on the inside
Couple drinks maybe change what's in my mind
All alone, lord knows what it feels like
Maybe I belong with pain like we're entwined
Heart aching, need a break on the inside
Couple drinks maybe change what's in my mind
All alone, lord knows what it feels like