Kid Chameleon - Panic Attacks Lyrics

I think of friends back home
Some are hopeless
Others happy alone
It takes a lot to leave
I know you were mourning
You're probably mourning still

There'll be a panic attack
But you should try it
You won't get this time back

I wasn't always alone
I used to be hopeless
Now I'm fine on my own
It took a lot to leave
When you were there in the morning
On the side by the window sill

There were panic attacks
But you would fight it
You won't get this time back

Tell me how you are now
Tell me how you're feeling
Do you miss the same grey walls
And staring up at the ceilings
Despite all that
Did you ever think we'd never get this time back

There'll be a panic attack
But you're hardly dying