Kid Chameleon - For the First Time (In a Long Time) III Lyrics

We laid together on the bed
(We were) fucked, we were upset
Filled to the head with regrets
3 bodies distant, never meant

The hospital leers over courtyards
Parks and streets here too
It laughs under its breath
It's taunting me

I'm still kind of ashamed to smile
Guilt in feeling alright
For the first time
In a long time

Soon it will have been a year
Could you have guessed that we'd be here
I offered you love
You opted for nothing at all