Khylan Brown, Constantine - Astonishing Lyrics

Damn near lost my life but I'm alive in this shit
Swear it's so astonishing
It's so damn crazy how my mind just keeps rewinding and shit
It's so astonishing
They hit my phone and asked me did I learn a lesson
Yes
Bitch I'm blessed
They hit my phone and asked me did I learn my lesson
Yes
Then right back to the check

I ain't learn a damn thing in school
Marched to my own beat damn I'm a fool
Used to be suicidal when I was sixteen
Thought about shooting myself in all my day dreams
People lying to my face I can't tell what they mean
So many niggas acting fake
It's astonishing
I feel like I'm the caged bird and I got to sing
I feel like that one girl owes me a diamond ring
Now she talking hella shit
Like she run the city now
But she don't know
I'm the chair of the committee now
Bitch could get my love if she spread her legs out
That right there should tell you what I'm about
All the street shit is hard to ignore
If you can't tell I'm really hardcore
Open the door
Let the bodies hit the floor
Tell me right now
Do you really want more?

Damn near lost my life but I'm alive in this shit
Swear it's so astonishing
It's so damn crazy how my mind just keeps rewinding and shit
It's so astonishing
They hit my phone and asked me did I learn a lesson
Yes
Bitch I'm blessed
They hit my phone and asked me did I learn my lesson
Yes
Then right back to the check

People I grew up with don't even recognize me
Acting like I changed when they're the ones who doubted me
People acting boogie don't even want to give me a chance
But they'd treat me different if only they could see my advance
It's really astonishing to me how people can be fake
Acting like they give a fuck about us
When they really snakes
No I don't wanna sign my name on the dotted line
Cause I know you' living a life that's full of sin and crime
Streets saved my life and baptized my soul in grime
Taught me love and loyalty and helped me open up my mind
I just wish the universe would finally give me a sign
That I won't end up dead before the finish line

Damn near lost my life but I'm alive in this shit
Swear it's so astonishing
It's so damn crazy how my mind just keeps rewinding and shit
It's so astonishing
They hit my phone and asked me did I learn a lesson
Yes
Bitch I'm blessed
They hit my phone and asked me did I learn my lesson
Yes
Then right back to the check