Karmaa - Taboo Lyrics

It's Karmaa
I'm tired of holding this back
Depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts
Are not taboo topics, normalize talking about how we feel

I'm breaking down walls crumbling
Tired of hiding so I'll let y'all in
Wanna know the truth like Linkin said
I'm crawling crawling in my skin
Break the habit
I try and try
I don't have it
Strength to tell you bye
Reach out and grab it
Runnin out of time
Screaming damn it
I'm a coward inside
I hate me today
Not much more to say
Death is my fate
So I am unafraid
I'm in my head
Pushed away my friends
I tried to change
Not the type to blend
Silence instead
Overthink again
I'm my own worst enemy
In the end

My life is taboo
My life is taboo
My life is taboo
What am I gonna do?
My life is taboo
My life is taboo
My life is taboo
Look what I put me through
My life is a mess
My life is a mess
My life is a mess
No longer know what's true
My life is a mess
My life is a mess
My life is a mess
I lost myself for you
My life is a mess
My life is a mess
My life is a mess
I'll just embrace the blues
My life is a mess
My life is a mess
My life is a mess
But still I have no regrets

Express my thoughts
So they give me meds
Now I'm feeling lost
Got me feelin dead
Zombie brain
Tryna numb the pain
Memory loss
What's my name again?
If I show emotion
I'm labeled weak
If I bottle it up
Then I'm hiding me
Can't catch a break
Incapable of fake
I'm losing hope
Y'all I'm losing faith
Just show me a sign
While I'm still alive
Losing motivation
Already dead inside
I'm in my head
Pushed away my friends
I tried to change
Not the type to blend
Silence instead
Overthink again
I'm my own worst enemy
In the end

My life is taboo
My life is taboo
My life is taboo
What am I gonna do?
My life is taboo
My life is taboo
My life is taboo
Look what I put me through
My life is a mess
My life is a mess
My life is a mess
No longer know what's true
My life is a mess
My life is a mess
My life is a mess
I lost myself for you
My life is a mess
My life is a mess
My life is a mess
I'll just embrace the blues
My life is a mess
My life is a mess
My life is a mess
But still I have no regrets