Kanyiso - Pain Lyrics

I don't know why they even doubted me for so long
Light one up and write a melody to slow songs
Had to leave my shorty and it's been so long
And on my my block we some gorillas like we King Kong

I need a car that be looking like it's GTA
Plug told me 10 minutes for the ETA
All I want is for my fam to see better days
Need my baby sis to see me in a better way

My ex hit me up like damn Kay I'm proud of you
Knew you had potential don't why I doubted you
She left when I was down and I heard that's what cowards do
Now I'm right where I wanna be and that empowers you

I got some shooters that be saying that I'm proud of you
Mama couldn't pay the rent so you know we gotta move
Days I couldn't eat in cupboards we had no food
Now I'm living luxury and eating up Nobu

And you a snake and I can tell and you know it's true
So why you lying to the streets you ain't real dude
Look at me, of course I get the baddest hoes
Money over bitches either way they gonna go

I don't need to sell drugs I don't believe in it
But if you need to feed your fam then proceed with it
Got a couple problems that I'm dealing with
So much pain popping pills cause I needed them
Blood gang to the death cause I'm bleeding it
And her pussy tastes like chocolate so I'm eating it

Living sexless
The doctor told me my hearts broke gotta stress less
She the only girl, that I went and bought a necklace
But now she gotta a life I'm not part of so I'm reckless

I turn my pain into my passion and I won't stop
Had to take her out the picture using No crop
And imma fuck the game up I hope I don't flop
All you Niggas sound the same think you better stop
Just like the blouse she got on she gonna give me top
And if you're thinking bout snitching then you better not