Kamil - Toxins Lyrics

I'm pouring toxins out my veins
When I walk they give me space
My brain indecision, don't know what mood I'm gon' be today
When I rage
She upset with me
She don't know what to say
She think I changed, I'm the same nigga but it's a different day
So get away from me
I'm on my own, now
Know you can't stand to see
Me on yo phone
Know I was built to be
All on my own now
When you come back to me
I'll be 10 toes down
They riding my wave
They copy they paste
Can't hold me
I can't erase
All of the pain
I'm holding
Inside my brain
I'm weak and afraid
Of showing
My backpedal ways
I don't wanna change
I'm throwing
All of this away, like I always do
It's really nothing new, it's my fault I got used to you
The lies are true, I wish I knew
How to correct my changing moods
But i'm a nuisance
Screws are loose and
I been losing track of you
So recently, you got an attitude the fuck is up with that
I'm feeling Weef the way i'm calling you and asking where you at
You miss a day, you fade away, but you always be coming back
Like i'm on call, and she tap, she only here to bust her back like
She coming over in the night time
I know her problems n she know mine
She meant to call him misdirect line
We feeling indifferent in the red light
I'm pouring toxins out my veins
When I walk they give me space
My brain indecision, don't know what mood I'm gon' be today
When I rage
She upset with me
She don't know what to say
She think I changed, I'm the same nigga but it's a different day
So get away from me
I'm on my own, now
Know you can't stand to see
Me on yo phone
Know I was built to be
All on my own now
When you come back to me
I'll be 10 toes down
Just cut me open
I'm void of all emotion
And lost within the moment
I'm drifting in the ocean
A loss of melatonin
Awake and there's no coping
It's so easy to give up once you get used being broken
I don't wanna love, because it's difficult
got my money up, problems are minuscule
I don't wanna trust, I want the antidote
You giving up on us, we‘re better separate though
I had a bitch break me once but that's really all I needed
Lock my heart up, throw away the key the love ain't worth it fleeting
I ain't been the same, everyone can say it but you need the pain
Growth initiated from the pressure that weighs on your brain
I'm held captive by my old ways
Always suffering the same fates
Haven't been outside in 4 days
I don't really think that I can change up
I'm pouring toxins out my veins
When I walk they give me space
My brain indecision, don't know what mood I'm gon' be today
When I rage
She upset with me
She don't know what to say
She think I changed, I'm the same nigga but it's a different day
So get away from me
I'm on my own, now
Know you can't stand to see
Me on yo phone
Know I was built to be
All on my own now
When you come back to me
I'll be 10 toes down

I'm pouring toxins out my veins
When I walk they give me space
My brain indecision, don't know what mood I'm gon' be today
When I rage
She upset with me
She don't know what to say
She think I changed, I'm the same nigga but it's a different day
So get away from me
I'm on my own, now
Know you can't stand to see
Me on yo phone
Know I was built to be
All on my own now
When you come back to me
I'll be 10 toes down
They riding my wave
They copy they paste
Can't hold me
I can't erase
All of the pain
I'm holding
Inside my brain
I'm weak and afraid
Of showing
My backpedal ways
I don't wanna change
I'm throwing
All of this away, like I always do
It's really nothing new, it's my fault I got used to you
The lies are true, I wish I knew
How to correct my changing moods
But i'm a nuisance
Screws are loose and
I been losing track of you
So recently, you got an attitude the fuck is up with that
I'm feeling Weef the way i'm calling you and asking where you at
You miss a day, you fade away, but you always be coming back
Like i'm on call, and she tap, she only here to bust her back like
She coming over in the night time
I know her problems n she know mine
She meant to call him misdirect line
We feeling indifferent in the red light
I'm pouring toxins out my veins
When I walk they give me space
My brain indecision, don't know what mood I'm gon' be today
When I rage
She upset with me
She don't know what to say
She think I changed, I'm the same nigga but it's a different day
So get away from me
I'm on my own, now
Know you can't stand to see
Me on yo phone
Know I was built to be
All on my own now
When you come back to me
I'll be 10 toes down
Just cut me open
I'm void of all emotion
And lost within the moment
I'm drifting in the ocean
A loss of melatonin
Awake and there's no coping
It's so easy to give up once you get used being broken
I don't wanna love, because it's difficult
got my money up, problems are minuscule
I don't wanna trust, I want the antidote
You giving up on us, we‘re better separate though
I had a bitch break me once but that's really all I needed
Lock my heart up, throw away the key the love ain't worth it fleeting
I ain't been the same, everyone can say it but you need the pain
Growth initiated from the pressure that weighs on your brain
I'm held captive by my old ways
Always suffering the same fates
Haven't been outside in 4 days
I don't really think that I can change up
I'm pouring toxins out my veins
When I walk they give me space
My brain indecision, don't know what mood I'm gon' be today
When I rage
She upset with me
She don't know what to say
She think I changed, I'm the same nigga but it's a different day
So get away from me
I'm on my own, now
Know you can't stand to see
Me on yo phone
Know I was built to be
All on my own now
When you come back to me
I'll be 10 toes down