Kai Blue, GC Beats - Grow Lyrics

Yeah, listen
I've been to hell and back
Feeling trapped, my life has been a slap
Wake up every morning then I write these raps

Early mornings couldn't sleep
Cos all I think about is counting sheep
Then repeat
The same life that I couldn't retreat

Stuff reality
Thought life was such a tragedy
Used to play games try to cope with my insanity but
Insanity but

I lost myself and my family too
Spent my days all alone inside my room
From the morn till noon

I used to wonder why the people hate me
And try to break me
But hurt people hurt people man
I know that's crazy

Felt separated, aggravated
And self isolated and manipulated
Tryna fit in

Been feeling 2020
Since I was 14
Filled with the trauma that escalated to more things

Lost without purpose in life
Always felt down every night
Blind without vision in sight
No one to spare me some light

Fake brothers and fake friends
Breaking my trust brings more issues and more tears

Lying to mama for years
Tryna hold on to my steer
Keeping my consciousness clear
Hoping the pain will disappear but

I never gave my soul the light of day
And life was nothing but of darkness
Filled with shades of grey

I was lost but then I found my way
I prayed to God and he answered took my pain
And then he gave me strength, yeah

Cos the more that you know
The more that you grow
Cos the more that you know
The more that you grow

My time has come to serve
My life has twist and turned
I left my family and my house
To go and find my worth

Went to Ghana saw the people live in broken houses
With no water no food, got me feeling nervous
I've never seen something like this before
People dying making money with no roof and no floor man

Used to be ungrateful for the things I got
Now I'm seeing all the blessings and gifts I've lost for real

I met some people that I learned to love
Share the gospel with the world and gaining faith above
What's the rules for love?

Serve others, forgive brothers and bless colours
Speak good words and let the whole world flourish ugh

Pink skies, earth green
Blue water with cool flows and sweet dreams
Young and dumb with no heart with no goals
Got new balance like new shoes with new soles, yeah

Cos the more that you know
The more that you grow
Cos the more that you know
The more that you grow

I find it hard to keep my life in balance
So many things I wanna do but everything's a challenge like
I wanna follow you and you know I love you too
I just wanna live my life but I owe it all to you

Can you forgive me for my selfish ways
Love the gospel and the music can I make the change?
Can I make the change yeah?
I hope and pray to make a change