July Quin - TWILIGHT Lyrics

It's twilight in these streets
There's been a bloody murder
And I'm not sorry
I just put a man to sleep
The old me's gone
So call somebody
But don't tell them all my secrets
It's the fear of this
That keeps me running
Were we chosen? Are we rejects?
Will they understand?
The question leaves me wondering
Neck peeking out the suicide doors
Doing donuts in a noose, yeah (Yeah)
Blood covered, blade runner, spray something
Pistol popping the head off the roof, yeah (Yeah)
I took the top off the Maybach now I got the summer blues
I'm not amused by the modesty, turning ya trauma to dollars
The honesty measured in views
Cause this is malevolent cinema, my sentences, sentences
Comprehension at minimum
Brush the curriculum, I can deliver ya literature
From my heart like Melissa, look
There's terrorist on American soil
Hilarity is just hysterics that's foiled by clarity
And I laugh at the lack of the morals, cause where are we going?
I'm hoping Euphoria
Yeah
Just trying to reach that special place ya know
Most my nights are spent working hours on end
For a record you're only gonna hear three minutes of, but uh
Nonetheless
I'm bout to put you onto the alchemy
It's another saga of the Oscar award winning sword swinging
Variety, Arsenic, the way I act up
Snactch up the beat like vandal
Hold up
Handle like it's in the hands of Christ
While they chained by their masters
I peel it back like a tassel
The bag bloom like vacuum
While I mack like a bite out the apple
All the years I let fear compromise the alignment of self
And let money define what is wealth
But that old me dead, bleed out (Yeah)
I put to rest all the wretched old tactics
And these are not a brag these are facts
Twenty something albums in three years, who did it?
Bodied everybody on the bill, who winning?
You need the hype to prevail and I get it
I need my mind and I'm chillin'
Shit, but that ain't nothing new
I been behind the designing, producing
The masterminding
Turning cold demos into diamonds
It's all in the technique
Night after night and I will not be silenced
The midnight messiah
Riding into twilight with the sight of the sun right behind him
Rejected more times than I care to admit now it's hand over fist
I'ma stand as a man where I am cause I am who I is
I used to sneak in the closet
Lock up the door, go to sleep on the floor, where I bawled
Thinking I don't deserve to live
As a punishment, and told none of friends
I ain't love who I was I was sick and depressed
Fucked up in the head
Almost hung by my neck in the same room I wrote this in
I don't boost this in no particular way
I'm just baring my soul without regret and the shame
All the say if my heart stopped pumping today
I've been blessed that I made it this far
And I did everything that I could to put a smile on ya face
By the grace of my god
Moving
Dancing in the night off to the music
My skeletons are with me necromancing
Hands out the heavens someone soothe me
I don't know what's grabbing at my ankle
So please don't get involved with me It's dangerous
If you still don't get it I can't make you
How can you expect it to be painless
When paranoia's at you from all angles

It's twilight in these streets
There's been a bloody murder
And I'm not sorry
I just put a man to sleep
The old me's gone
So call somebody
But don't tell them all my secrets
It's the fear of this
That keeps me running
Were we chosen? Are we rejects?
Will they understand?
The question leaves me wondering
Neck peeking out the suicide doors
Doing donuts in a noose, yeah (Yeah)
Blood covered, blade runner, spray something
Pistol popping the head off the roof, yeah (Yeah)
I took the top off the Maybach now I got the summer blues
I'm not amused by the modesty, turning ya trauma to dollars
The honesty measured in views
Cause this is malevolent cinema, my sentences, sentences
Comprehension at minimum
Brush the curriculum, I can deliver ya literature
From my heart like Melissa, look
There's terrorist on American soil
Hilarity is just hysterics that's foiled by clarity
And I laugh at the lack of the morals, cause where are we going?
I'm hoping Euphoria
Yeah
Just trying to reach that special place ya know
Most my nights are spent working hours on end
For a record you're only gonna hear three minutes of, but uh
Nonetheless
I'm bout to put you onto the alchemy
It's another saga of the Oscar award winning sword swinging
Variety, Arsenic, the way I act up
Snactch up the beat like vandal
Hold up
Handle like it's in the hands of Christ
While they chained by their masters
I peel it back like a tassel
The bag bloom like vacuum
While I mack like a bite out the apple
All the years I let fear compromise the alignment of self
And let money define what is wealth
But that old me dead, bleed out (Yeah)
I put to rest all the wretched old tactics
And these are not a brag these are facts
Twenty something albums in three years, who did it?
Bodied everybody on the bill, who winning?
You need the hype to prevail and I get it
I need my mind and I'm chillin'
Shit, but that ain't nothing new
I been behind the designing, producing
The masterminding
Turning cold demos into diamonds
It's all in the technique
Night after night and I will not be silenced
The midnight messiah
Riding into twilight with the sight of the sun right behind him
Rejected more times than I care to admit now it's hand over fist
I'ma stand as a man where I am cause I am who I is
I used to sneak in the closet
Lock up the door, go to sleep on the floor, where I bawled
Thinking I don't deserve to live
As a punishment, and told none of friends
I ain't love who I was I was sick and depressed
Fucked up in the head
Almost hung by my neck in the same room I wrote this in
I don't boost this in no particular way
I'm just baring my soul without regret and the shame
All the say if my heart stopped pumping today
I've been blessed that I made it this far
And I did everything that I could to put a smile on ya face
By the grace of my god
Moving
Dancing in the night off to the music
My skeletons are with me necromancing
Hands out the heavens someone soothe me
I don't know what's grabbing at my ankle
So please don't get involved with me It's dangerous
If you still don't get it I can't make you
How can you expect it to be painless
When paranoia's at you from all angles