Julien Baker - Bloodshot Lyrics

I can see myself inside
Your bloodshot eyes
Wondering if you can see yourself in mine
Or do you just see me
And of me what you want to see?
Middle of the night
All I can see are stars
Pulled 'em from my eyes
And your ex-lover's arms
Throw hook after hook
And if I were you
After all that I did
I'd have done it to me, too

Isn't like I did it on purpose
I just forget the second I learned it
Everything I get I deserve
You whisper to me
"Don't you like it when it hurts?"
Oh, mm

Five days out
From the initial event
It's two kinds of pills
To unclench my fists
It's too kind of you
To say you can help
But there's no one around
Who can save me from myself

Isn't like I do this on purpose
I just forget the second I've learned it
Looking for little oblivions
I'd do anything knowing you would forgive me

Oh
There's no glory in love
Only the gore of our hearts
Oh
Let it come for my throat
Take me and tear me apart

Ooh, there's no glory in love
Only the gore of our hearts
Ooh, let it come for my throat
Take me and tear me apart

Drag me away in the dark
Take me and tear me apart