Jrumma - Now You See Me Lyrics

I walked through hell but I kept smiling
Now I stand on that edge
If I hit the ground with no one around would it make a sound or be dead silent
These kind of thoughts go unsaid
Too many nights in my head
Writing these songs got me stuck in my feelings
Performing them over and over is killing me
Damn, I loved you
Hate to admit it I wish that I didn't
Whatever you wanted you knew that I'd get it
But now that we're finished I'm better alone
You say you want me and you still adore me
But your actions are telling me a different story
I was tired of lies rain from my eyes read no replies til 6 in the morning
Said I'm leaving, see me go
You're still creepin on the low
Yes I died inside a little I'm a not so friendly ghost
Play my CD's on the road
Get no freebies, no more shows
I blow up and disappear like Houdini
Now you see me now you don't
Now you see me now you don't
Now you see me now you don't
Now you see me
I blow up and disappear like Houdini
Now you see me now you don't
Practicing what I'm preaching
My inner circle had leaches
I lost some friends who I called brothers to jealous envy and weakness
I feel like I'm Harry Houdini
Breaking these chains
You can not keep me restrained
Wasted my energy fucking with enemies
Taking for granted the family I've gained
I found a remedy dealing with pain
Me and Jrummatics are one in the same
All of us broken and trying to make something with whatever pieces remain
I'ma still pray for the ones who would spit on my grave
That's just the way I was raised
Y'all goin' remember the name
Hate me or love me it's Jrumma but spelled with a J
Said I'm leaving, see me go
You're still creepin on the low
Yes I died inside a little I'm a not so friendly ghost
Play my CD's on the road
Get no freebies, no more shows
I blow up and disappear like Houdini
Now you see me now you don't
Now you see me now you don't
Now you see me now you don't
Now you see me
I blow up and disappear like Houdini
Now you see me now you don't

I walked through hell but I kept smiling
Now I stand on that edge
If I hit the ground with no one around would it make a sound or be dead silent
These kind of thoughts go unsaid
Too many nights in my head
Writing these songs got me stuck in my feelings
Performing them over and over is killing me
Damn, I loved you
Hate to admit it I wish that I didn't
Whatever you wanted you knew that I'd get it
But now that we're finished I'm better alone
You say you want me and you still adore me
But your actions are telling me a different story
I was tired of lies rain from my eyes read no replies til 6 in the morning
Said I'm leaving, see me go
You're still creepin on the low
Yes I died inside a little I'm a not so friendly ghost
Play my CD's on the road
Get no freebies, no more shows
I blow up and disappear like Houdini
Now you see me now you don't
Now you see me now you don't
Now you see me now you don't
Now you see me
I blow up and disappear like Houdini
Now you see me now you don't
Practicing what I'm preaching
My inner circle had leaches
I lost some friends who I called brothers to jealous envy and weakness
I feel like I'm Harry Houdini
Breaking these chains
You can not keep me restrained
Wasted my energy fucking with enemies
Taking for granted the family I've gained
I found a remedy dealing with pain
Me and Jrummatics are one in the same
All of us broken and trying to make something with whatever pieces remain
I'ma still pray for the ones who would spit on my grave
That's just the way I was raised
Y'all goin' remember the name
Hate me or love me it's Jrumma but spelled with a J
Said I'm leaving, see me go
You're still creepin on the low
Yes I died inside a little I'm a not so friendly ghost
Play my CD's on the road
Get no freebies, no more shows
I blow up and disappear like Houdini
Now you see me now you don't
Now you see me now you don't
Now you see me now you don't
Now you see me
I blow up and disappear like Houdini
Now you see me now you don't