Jpaulished - The Mirror Lyrics

I'm punchin' my fist through the mirror
Runnin' away from my fears
Contemplatin' if I made the right choice
Sell my soul to satan, bitch I might boy
Cause I feel trapped
Everybody that's like me, feel that
Saying they relatin' to my real raps
Tryna find happiness and steal that
But shit ain't been the same since Peep passed
He was the one to help me through it
Now he gone man how do I do it?
Listen to his old songs, while I'm writin' the music
Wishin' that I could have met him
But he up where the moon is
Lookin' down on the outcasts, started a movement
Pick it up where he left off
I'm in a different genre, but I got the same cause
Helping people out that just feel lost
Saying throw the middle finger to your dang boss
Cause he don't ever know what it feel like
When you working three jobs and got no life
And you showin' up late cause your car died
Man, fuck that shit, all lies
He don't give a fuck like all lives matter movement
Thinkin' of moving out to the middle of the ocean
People are clueless
I don't know what I'm doing

Think I need a restart
Jumper cable my heart
Tryna run through life
No light in the dark
No sun in the sky when I go outside
Wanna hop in a new whip go for a ride
But nothin' new, imma loser, oh my god
But they don't say it to me
I'm the only one that's waitin' for me
I don't think they ever prayin' on me
Only fuckin' thing they want's if I blow
They can get some jewelry
Man, I don't give a fuck about nobody
Cause nobody care for me
Only thing they think about is them
But fuck it, c'est la vie
I'm always stickin' right by my friends until it's rest in peace
Grippin' on my mic til' the end
When they gon' let me sing
I'm belting out like Aretha
Want my respect, no I need it
I'm workin' hard man, that's my reason
To keep me goin' right through the seasons
Even when It's dead outside and freezin'
I got this moment and I'm gonna seize it
But no one sees it, Stevie even
Wonder why I'm even breathin'
Type out a whole song, then delete it
Now everybody ask me for features
Tell 'em my price tag
And then they freakin'
Out at me and they go to tweetin'
Wow JP ask for way too much
But I just spent a weeks pay on some blunts
And tried to have a three-way with some sluts
But they didn't give me leeway cause I suck
Yea you do, you is right
Fuck away from me tonight
Got a couple hits I'm about to write

Let me fuckin' live my life
I've been, runnin' in circles
Did it for long that my feet turned purple
Everythin' that won't kill you will hurt you
In some ways
Wanna take off, but I'm on the runway
Got too much shit on my plate
I'm stuck inside this damn plane
I wanna pop some champaign
But I'm single like campaigns
But no I ain't complainin'
Talk about my life and how it's faded
From the times of "That So Raven"
Friday nights and week vacations
Some Nintendo, some Playstation
Sean comes over, we go crazy
Football in the backyard playin'
I'm Randy and he, Tom Brady
We played B-Ball, I was KG
He was Pierce, from three he drainin'
Wiffle ball, it started rainin'
Now I'm lonely, still ain't famous
Shit is movin' slow, I hate it
Wanna speed it up
I guess my shit ain't mean enough
I don't talk about pills or lean enough
I mean they can't see me, John Cena stuff
I'm heatin' up, I'll leave the dust behind
While I'm peelin' off
The ceilin' off the whip
Is it real enough?
I'll take a pic to prove to pricks
That I ain't fuckin' make it up
They don't really wanna see me like that
They probably wanna just see me fall flat
On my fuckin' face and laugh
Funny cause they hate themselves
The boss keeps yellin' at 'em
Make them sales
This money ain't gone make itself
I'm gone make it save it well
Take some money for myself
Go to stores, buy the whole self
Stay the week five-star hotel
Easily pay my whole bail
If I beat your ass right now
Keep on hatin', watch me plow, your bitch
You better off with no bitch
I took her right in front of you dog
But you too stupid to even notice