Jpaulished - Everything And Nothing Lyrics

I'm sick of people
Not hearing the words I'm truly saying
And they wanting something from me
More than music ain't it?
It's like I made the bed
Just for you to lay in
I'm going crazy
Trying to keep my mind in decent places
Often drifting into shadows
I just can't escape it
And I love that you supporting
I don't owe you favors
Everything I give to this
I never get it back
Except for people in my DMs
Tryna show me raps
I know the fucking struggle
Bro I came from that
And people everyday rejecting me
I hated that
Where you got this pain
But don't know where to aim it at
So you write it on a paper
And you say it back
That's my current day struggle
Except I gained some ground
And there's some people where I'm at
That think they famous now
Get some numbers on the Spotify
That's going up
And now they walk around they hometown
Like they blowing up
And they wonder why
Nobody fucking showing love
Because they seeing through the bullshit
Bro they know what's up
Just be yourself
Cause that's the only thing you really are
Just realize that you human bro you really flawed
Yeah
There ain't a single person perfect
I could tell you that
And every person at the top
Has went through hell and back
Cause at the other side of pain
Is the good times
Yea I know it's raining
But it could shine
Bottle of the good wine
Knowing it gets better with age
So even tho we getting older
Bro this shit is amazing
Everybody going though it
Cause we all are the same
Only the strong survive
It's just the art of the game
Hall of fame
Is the only thing I plan to reach
When I was 18
I wrote my fucking grammy speech
Talking bout
Thank you mom
Thank you everyone believing in me
Things I couldn't see inside myself
Ya'll was seeing in me
Ya'll are making sure I make it there
So every time I never wanna take it this deep
You know I take it there
And I don't really care about opinions
Ya'll can hate me
I just keep on living
You lose
I'm probably winning
Cause I just only do this shit
To show the people
That there's so much more to life
Than everything the school are teaching
College ain't the only way
But kids believe it
Cause once you turn 5
Bro they tell you that you need it
But sometimes
You won't find out until you go through it
All you gotta do is pick a goal
And go to it
I know it sounds easy
But it's opposite
People scared of failing
So they they going where the dollars is
And realize
They life ain't panning out the way they wanted it
But now they think they too old
To go back and restart again
And lose hope
Now everything is falling in to pits pain
On the road and switching lanes
Tryna find a different way
Hoping it'll be ok
If it it ain't tho
It's fine too
The biggest quest of life
Is to find you
Even it's takes
Til the day you're near your grave
All the problem fade away
Everything will be ok
I'll remind you

I know that it gets better than this
I been ungrateful lately
Getting way too caught in the mix
Cause social media
Don't show us what reality is
Bro the present is the only thing I wanna be in