Jpaulished - Anxiety Lyrics

I look the devil in the face in the mornin'
Every day when I brush my teeth
I'm like, bitch you want it?
Inner demons always hauntin' me, tauntin' me
I googled this shit and they say it's called anxiety
I might just die any minute
Hope and prayin' that the sky is the limit
Cause I'll find my wings
Start flyin' buck wild like a pigeon
Wit' the message, through the presence of a vision
Isn't it funny?
How we just keep on workin' for the money
Through the days, while the days workin' us for nothin'
Something's gotta change
Caught up in the vicious cycle
Spinnin' like the ball, on a dunk from Michael
Straight ten from the judges
Outside I'm lookin' great
On the inside I'm holdin' grudges, wait
Think I needa change places
Feelin' jaded, real impatient
Mom, I gotta make it, ooh

It's been too long, sleepin' on the futon
Tryna put the crew on and get my mom a crib
I dropped outta school even though I had a scholarship
Was gettin' caught up in the mix of the fake life
Everybody goin' there wants to live the great life
Not knowin' there's a steak-knife, creepin' on 'em day night
It's called that fuckin' student debt
Thinkin' that if you invest
All your daddy's money in it, you'll be set
Blind eyein' every threat
But that's not really how it goes
I mean it could
If that's the case, you'll love the fuckin' life you chose
And if it don't, you'll be drownin' in the water slow
Waitin' for the boat that's never comin', reachin' for the rope
I'm feelin' sorry for ya'll, really am
And if you hatin', I don't give a damn
Don't ever judge the man, that's keeps workin'
Through the adversity, that is me
Tryna be the better person
But ya'll beatin' me down, witcha' drumsticks
What if I make it?
Wouldn't that be some shit?
After all your fuckin' wack ass assumptions
You the type a bitches that be fourth down puntin'
But not me imma take the shot
Trap me in and I'll break the box
You'll neva shake the plot
I gotta dream and I'm headed for it
I'm on the run like the end of Forest
I need the bread enormous
So much imma need storage
I want peace, but I'll go to war with anybody