Jortzy - Apocalypse! Lyrics

I've been lost in my head
I've been lost in my head
Thinking of all things I
Should have said to you, to you, to you
I've been asleep for way too long
It's way too hard since you've been gone
So now I'm saying so long
To every piece of memorabilia
That I used to hold so dear to me (Yuh)
You wanted this to last forever
Planned on this to last forever
Took my heart and made it wither
So I had to cut you out the picture
I laugh it off and say whatever
Cuz I don't care
At least not anymore
I get so damn high when I get bored
I fuck myself up cuz my love life is super torn
You had the beauty of a rose but I felt the thorns
I lie to myself and say I don't care
But I'm not fine without you here

I guess it's all a point of view
Cuz now you're walking away and acting brand new
I wish you saw what I've been through
Cuz my world is ending here on my own without you
I guess it's all a point of view
Cuz now you're walking away and acting brand new
I wish you saw what I've been through
Cuz my world is ending here on my own without you

And I replaced you with a bottle
It helps me ease what I can't handle
So now I'm numbing my thoughts
By getting intoxicated
Just sitting here contemplating where I went wrong
Cuz you proved there is no ending where we both get along
I wish I was calm
Enough just to forgive you
I made you fall for a gemini
Lost in between you're lies
You told me we'd be alright
But now we're lost between the lines
I can't go on with you in mind
Up to you now to decide
To let us die
I lie to myself and say I don't care
But I'm not fine without you here

I guess it's all a point of view
Cuz now you're walking away and acting brand new
I wish you saw what I've been through
Cuz my world is ending here on my own without you
I guess it's all a point of view
Cuz now you're walking away and acting brand new
I wish you saw what I've been through
Cuz my world is ending here on my own without you