Sometimes the hardest part of moving on is facing each new day. This song explores the emotional struggle of dealing with heartbreak and isolation, especially during those quiet hours between midnight and dawn. The narrator finds himself caught between wanting to escape his thoughts at night and dreading the arrival of daylight. He's clearly processing guilt and pain from a past relationship, feeling both heroic and helpless in his attempts to cope. The repeated mentions of being alone and having a "fucked up head" suggest he's battling mental turmoil while trying to avoid dwelling on his ex moving on. The contrast between being "wide awake" at night and fighting the daylight illustrates how grief can completely disrupt our natural rhythms, making both day and night equally challenging to face.
