Johnopotamus - White Room Lyrics

I whisper in the night
To maybe find a friend
But a whisper goes so far
And my search is left to end

My thoughts of you and I
Are the ones that fade with time
And I'd love to see you all
But I'm fine behind these walls

Here I have all I need
The walls hear every word
They don't talk down to me
And they don't repeat what they've heard

The white room has its worth
A blank canvas curse
I bleed myself to paint a scene of us
One I distrust

Cracks in the ceiling form constellations
For my mind to sing itself to sleep
In concentrated night

I've got all four to the floor
From a thousand miles, pacing back and forth
What's the point of standing tall
When nothing here's real, after all?

The night passes away
And I'm laughing at myself
Over existential thought
And over needing no one else

But the laughs turn to cries
What if there's no longer time
To acquaint or amend with a call?
I said I'm fine behind these walls