Jeremiah Reyllo - Home Lyrics

This is what's left of me
Alone in my pain and my misery
Try to cry for help, don't have energy
Anymore
I just want to find my way back home

Feel the weight of my pain
Getting really heavy by the day
Down on my knees Lord I pray
Would you just take it all away?
All of these thoughts I can't get rid off
Got me all numb and I can't move
Feel so stuck in the cycle
Waiting for the day when it's over
Got lost in the way
Haven't been myself since I got caught in the wave
People tryna tell me where to go from all directions
All I really want is for them to listen
Wish I can go and rewind
Wish I didn't keep on saying yes all the time
Meeting expectations was a way to get a high
Yet
Don't know why I'm still feeling like this

This is what's left of me
Alone in my pain and my misery
Try to cry for help, don't have energy
Anymore
I just want to find my way back home

Pressured to a corner I can't run away
Surrounded by the stress I need another break
Hiding every struggle with a smiling face
Not sure how much more of this that I can take
Ya'll don't even know what I'm going through
Getting out of bed is now starting to be difficult
Falling in depression, need to balance all the chemicals
Growing up is possibly the hardest thing to ever do
Where the hell have I gone wrong?
All I'm tryna do is find out where I belong
They wonder where I've gone, I'm out here dealing with a loss
I'm so sick and tired tryna do this on my own
I just want to find my way back home

This is what's left of me
Alone in my pain and my misery
Try to cry for help, don't have energy
Anymore
I just want to find my way back home