Jelly Roll, Struggle Jennings - Love is a War Lyrics

It's hard to describe all this pain I felt
It's hard to love you when I hate myself
And even though I'm so wrong, I've been livin' like this so long
Feel like the walls are cavin' in, smoke risin'
I'm stuck inside this bed I'm layin' in
In a house full of mirrors everyday I face my sins
Everyday I pray it ends, it's the same ol' shit again

I don't know where this is goin'
Not like me to feel emotion
Seeds can't grow if no one sows 'em
Tangled in this web I've woven

If I show my demons, will you show me yours?
I'm dyin' inside but I'm beggin' for more
I've won all my battles to fall on your sword
Love is a war, love is a war
I built up a kingdom just to be destroyed
I lost all my feelings, I'm numb to the core
There's few things in life that are worth dyin' for
Love is a war, love is a war

In my head I hear voices
Tellin' me I got choices
Pick your poison, pick your poison

Been lost at sea, in my own ocean
Only find peace inside commotion
Out in these streets there's no devotion
Broken, hopin' another door will open
Her gates are locked, I'm outside like the Trojans
Stomach in knots, her heart is golden
Can't pay my toll, all my tokens were stolen
Fight 'til the end and love her 'til it's over

I don't know where this is goin'
Not like me to feel emotion
Seeds can't grow if no one sows 'em
Tangled in this web I've woven

If I show my demons, will you show me yours?
I'm dyin' inside but I'm beggin' for more
I've won all my battles to fall on your sword
Love is a war, love is a war
I built up a kingdom just to be destroyed
I lost all my feelings, I'm numb to the core
There's few things in life that are worth dyin' for
Love is a war, love is a war

In my head I hear voices
Tellin' me I got choices
Pick your poison, pick your poison

The enemy's fallin' in behind
I was quiet but not blind
Put my heart out on the line
Everything happens in it's time
And when the stars align
Heaven and hell are intertwined

If I show my demons, will you show me yours?
I'm dyin' inside but I'm beggin' for more
I've won all my battles to fall on your sword
Love is a war, love is a war
I built up a kingdom just to be destroyed
I lost all my feelings, I'm numb to the core
There's few things in life that are worth dyin' for
Love is a war, love is a war