J.C. - Selfish Lyrics

I'm a mess girl i know
How many times i did you wrong man i'm so damn selfish
How many times you called my phone sayin you want my attention
But instead i didn't do that
All i did was distance myself cuz i knew what we had was long old

I hate to admit
Maybe you were right this whole time bae i'm an idiot
I didn't think this far, baby we make mistakes
Sometimes i wish we can go back and revisit the memories we made

I'm a mess girl i know
How many times i did you wrong man i'm so damn selfish
How many times you called my phone sayin you want my attention
But instead i didn't do that
All i did was distance myself cuz i knew what we had was long old

I'm a mess yeah i know
Can't let you go
Say that you hate this shit getting old
Say that you hate me like i did not know
Feeling real lost asking where did you go
You tell me i'm selfish
I cannot help it
No one else should have your love since i felt it
All of this pain in my heart girl you dealt it
I don't no one to have you i'm selfish

The Glimore in the sky still reminds me of you and i
I still think about what could've happened if time flied
What could've happened if time flied maybe we could've been so happy
Looking back at that shit man that ain't me

I'm a mess girl i know
How many times i did you wrong man i'm so damn selfish
How many times you called my phone sayin you want my attention
But instead i didn't do that
All i did was distance myself cuz i knew what we had was long old