Jblumes - THANK YOU FRIEND Lyrics

I guess it started when we crashed
Looking back I was a handful
Day by day it's getting hard
Fighting all these demons I can't tell who is in charge and
I can feel you close, but my head feel to apart
I been tryna see the light, I can't get out of the dark
Know I need to change my ways, but I don't know where to start
Shoutout heath, this ones for you
She didn't even know that I did this
Surprises better, forgive me if I embarrassed
But had to tell you, you told me you loved this
You were the only one caring
Back then my shit wasn't good
My mental far from what should
I wrote that hook in december, but now I'm it's June
I quit my music blowing school off just as much as the fumes
Thought I would put to rest the times of all y'all calling me blumes
Like I forgot what got me far, no motive, sleep in my room
And then I'd smoke again
My mind spiraling down the stairs, it wasn't floating then
I know I needed to move, but needed a boost to finally gain control again
Just wanna say thank you friend
Just know I'll never forget that I keep that with me on me always ever till the end
I guess it started when we crashed
Looking back I was a handful
Day by day it's getting hard
Fighting all these demons I can't tell who is in charge and
I can feel you close, but my head feel to apart
I been tryna see the light, I can't get out of the dark
Know I need to change my ways, but I don't know where to start

I guess it started when we crashed
Looking back I was a handful
Day by day it's getting hard
Fighting all these demons I can't tell who is in charge and
I can feel you close, but my head feel to apart
I been tryna see the light, I can't get out of the dark
Know I need to change my ways, but I don't know where to start
Shoutout heath, this ones for you
She didn't even know that I did this
Surprises better, forgive me if I embarrassed
But had to tell you, you told me you loved this
You were the only one caring
Back then my shit wasn't good
My mental far from what should
I wrote that hook in december, but now I'm it's June
I quit my music blowing school off just as much as the fumes
Thought I would put to rest the times of all y'all calling me blumes
Like I forgot what got me far, no motive, sleep in my room
And then I'd smoke again
My mind spiraling down the stairs, it wasn't floating then
I know I needed to move, but needed a boost to finally gain control again
Just wanna say thank you friend
Just know I'll never forget that I keep that with me on me always ever till the end
I guess it started when we crashed
Looking back I was a handful
Day by day it's getting hard
Fighting all these demons I can't tell who is in charge and
I can feel you close, but my head feel to apart
I been tryna see the light, I can't get out of the dark
Know I need to change my ways, but I don't know where to start