JayNero - Loner's Paradise Lyrics

Navigating through this world by my lonesome
Asking God if he'd cool enough to throw me something
Room full people but I'm lonely still
Void in my heart that I wish I could fill
Numbed all feelings but wish I could feel
I guess all these drugs are to blame
I mean the liquor fuck it I guess it's one in the same
Not talking sugar but my life sweeter before aged
Just like some wine, they life gets better with time
Im feeling different cause time keeps on kill my vibe
And i'm exhausted tired of always burying mine
I damn near lost it when my homie got put in the ground
But through it all I promise y'all I'm tryna smile but its hard
Feel like it can't ask no one help
That's why put my feelings up and stack em on a shelf
Heart steady bleeding I'm damn near thinking it would melt
Drowning in emotions I guess I'm not like mr. Philes
Face sagging a belt won't help all my stress in left undealt
Panic attacks make my world unreal, now tell me how I'm supposed to deal
When Daily life don't have no thrill, I guess I'm just supposed to chill
I just wanna heal tired of taking pills
I been feeling like some roller coaster hills
Up and down up and down with these fucking feels
When no one else around I be talking to myself saying

Tryna love myself but the world doesn't help
I guess I'm on my own better tighten up this belt
I walk alone road but I still expect a guess
I just hope you see my soul and see the passion that kept
Though I feel alone I know it's people that would help
So please just show me love while I'm climbing out the depths