Jay Portal - Other Side Lyrics

It's getting darker I've been staring at the sky
Clouds in my way yeah, I feel blind
Drinking every night hoping I'll die
You can find me on the other side
It's getting darker I've been staring at the sky
Clouds in my way yeah, I feel blind
Drinking every night hoping I'll die
You can find me on the other side
I'm getting drunk
Yeah I'm tryna feel numb
And I don't want you love
'Cause I don't wanna fall
I don't want your love
I already feel too much
Not saying I'm tough
I already been chewed up
And spit out
I killed the old me
Cold hearted and I'm lonely
Feel like nobody's for me
Don't understand why you chose me
This ain't the real me
Sorry I lied
Maybe I could find myself on the other side
I'm all in
I'm falling
This is for the best girl I promise
It's getting darker I've been staring at the sky
Clouds in my way yeah, I feel blind
Drinking every night hoping I'll die
You can find me on the other side
It's getting darker I've been staring at the sky
Clouds in my way yeah, I feel blind
Drinking every night hoping I'll die
You can find me on the other side
I'm getting drunk
Yeah I'm tryna feel numb
And I don't want you love
'Cause I don't wanna fall
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah

It's getting darker I've been staring at the sky
Clouds in my way yeah, I feel blind
Drinking every night hoping I'll die
You can find me on the other side
It's getting darker I've been staring at the sky
Clouds in my way yeah, I feel blind
Drinking every night hoping I'll die
You can find me on the other side
I'm getting drunk
Yeah I'm tryna feel numb
And I don't want you love
'Cause I don't wanna fall
I don't want your love
I already feel too much
Not saying I'm tough
I already been chewed up
And spit out
I killed the old me
Cold hearted and I'm lonely
Feel like nobody's for me
Don't understand why you chose me
This ain't the real me
Sorry I lied
Maybe I could find myself on the other side
I'm all in
I'm falling
This is for the best girl I promise
It's getting darker I've been staring at the sky
Clouds in my way yeah, I feel blind
Drinking every night hoping I'll die
You can find me on the other side
It's getting darker I've been staring at the sky
Clouds in my way yeah, I feel blind
Drinking every night hoping I'll die
You can find me on the other side
I'm getting drunk
Yeah I'm tryna feel numb
And I don't want you love
'Cause I don't wanna fall
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah