Javion Bishop - Smoke Trick Lyrics

The invisible boy
What is love to a child
What is faith to a praying man
With a seed of a doubt
Everything is nothing how do we accept it
You can't take it with you when you go
You might as well address it now
Broken levies bringing water through my retinas
Slaying demons, making music
In the closet that I slept in
A mixed message, a mistake
Or was it destined
My whole life I been neglected
Been abused, no one protect me
Simply put, I'm just a product
Of some fault contraception
Now I trauma dump and deprecate
To anyone who listens
And at my age by now
I thought shit would be different
But I never understood what I was feeling
Man the fucking irony
I was unpacking shit while working UPS
Unpacking shit to get a check
I just clock out and grab a different box
Grabbing my keys to leave
And picking at a different lock
I could tell you a sick joke
Or show you a smoke trick
Pick
Or I could do both
An invisible force
I'm fighting wit ghosts
A Vice grip on my soul
An invisible force in me
That's bigger than my body can hold
Can't control it none
Can hardly focus it
I'm dying slowly
But it's faster than what I'm supposed to be
Fear in control of me
Mirror consoling me
Mirror consoling me
The invisible man
Every home I built was burned
To the ground where it stands
Or where it used to
All I got is the scraps of my past
The memories that I forget
Or pretend not to have
The legend has it that
The tragedy maketh the man
There's so much pain in my story
This shit get hard to tell
So many feelings I fought that I wish I never felt
Mentally I ain't well my life is a prison cell
Confined to thoughts of that last time I picked up a gun
Confined to theories like what if APD didn't come
Chained to a bottle I feel alive when I'm throwing up
Dehydrated I can't cry unless I sober up
They don't see it in me
They don't see nothing I'm invisible
So fuck it
My whole life has been me living in a bubble
Tryna escape it ain't shit sharp enough to puncture

The invisible boy
What is love to a child
What is faith to a praying man
With a seed of a doubt
Everything is nothing how do we accept it
You can't take it with you when you go
You might as well address it now
Broken levies bringing water through my retinas
Slaying demons, making music
In the closet that I slept in
A mixed message, a mistake
Or was it destined
My whole life I been neglected
Been abused, no one protect me
Simply put, I'm just a product
Of some fault contraception
Now I trauma dump and deprecate
To anyone who listens
And at my age by now
I thought shit would be different
But I never understood what I was feeling
Man the fucking irony
I was unpacking shit while working UPS
Unpacking shit to get a check
I just clock out and grab a different box
Grabbing my keys to leave
And picking at a different lock
I could tell you a sick joke
Or show you a smoke trick
Pick
Or I could do both
An invisible force
I'm fighting wit ghosts
A Vice grip on my soul
An invisible force in me
That's bigger than my body can hold
Can't control it none
Can hardly focus it
I'm dying slowly
But it's faster than what I'm supposed to be
Fear in control of me
Mirror consoling me
Mirror consoling me
The invisible man
Every home I built was burned
To the ground where it stands
Or where it used to
All I got is the scraps of my past
The memories that I forget
Or pretend not to have
The legend has it that
The tragedy maketh the man
There's so much pain in my story
This shit get hard to tell
So many feelings I fought that I wish I never felt
Mentally I ain't well my life is a prison cell
Confined to thoughts of that last time I picked up a gun
Confined to theories like what if APD didn't come
Chained to a bottle I feel alive when I'm throwing up
Dehydrated I can't cry unless I sober up
They don't see it in me
They don't see nothing I'm invisible
So fuck it
My whole life has been me living in a bubble
Tryna escape it ain't shit sharp enough to puncture