James DH - Realizations Lyrics

Didn't take you long just to pull me down again
Didn't take me long just to fall in love again
Now I see that you sought out your revenge
Been a minute since the last time someone wanted my heart dead

Took some pictures just to make some shallow memories
You were nice but you were never a friend of me
Hope you're happy that you took my joy away
And I'm dealing with this pain. Wanna let go of this pain, nah

I'm so damn shy now.
My conscious tells me not now. Just wait
When I'm in the day time, I'm silent
But the dark fills me with hate
When I find another friend
I remember all the shit you said
Pull myself away
Cause the darkness pulls me up to ten
Now I'm wide awake in the corner of the room
In the middle of the class now I'm feeling up my dreadful doom

Could've let me go slowly
But you lead me on. On your leash
You knew exactly what you did
Been a hot minute since you've had boyfriend

And I get it. The last one was bad to you
But you took it out on me. So rude
And you're through with me and I'm through with you
Could've let me go 'stead of close to you

Now I'm stuck in these walls
With nothing to do
And the world is in chaos
But I think of you
But think of other girls too
I don't know what else to do
Now I'm in the better days
And I know I never needed you

Didn't take a short time just to get over you
I remember all the pain that you put me into
Now I'm healthy. Never thought that I'd get through
Now I'm in the better days and I know I never needed you

I'm so damn shy now
My conscious tells me not now. Just wait
When I'm in the day time, I'm silent
But the dark fills me with hate
When I find another friend
I remember all the shit you said
Pull myself away
Cause the darkness pulls me up to ten
Now I'm wide awake in the corner of the room
In the middle of the class now I'm feeling up my dreadful doom