Jameirkgolden - Neon Paint Job Lyrics

Damn, tyler got me thinking and shit
What if all this fades away, In a blink of an eye
How long will this last

What if i never met rosé would my career be poppin?
What if he hate me and all of this shit just ended tomorrow?
What if i got on stage and choked
Cause i worried bout going broke
What if my manager was fuckin me over?
And taking a bigger percentage cut
Then what we shook on
How do I explain to my mother and Brother that we gotta move right back to Louisville
What if all this was for nothing and i fell off like
(What's that guys name from transformers)
What if all my 16's quit listening to all my music
What if Abbie don't really love me
It's just cold, around the winter time
What if jameirkgolden meant nothing In a couple years
Or
What if i made mistake i couldn't bounce back or recover from
What if one day I'm walking and somebody approach me
Saying i use to look up to you... umm
Fuck, what if i just let all this fame just go to my head
What if i'm drunk and i get inside the car
What if, I tap my breaks and it's to late to stop
What if i spent a year working on an album and it flop
And i blame it on depression cause i was to busy tryin to be true to myself
And I forgot what was really important
What if i wasn't hungry to keep rapping and i just said fuck it
Damn, what if i never herd November
Would i be rapping a cautionary tale
Warning myself not to get comfortable
Cause money changing niggas like blood and crips just united
Standing tall but you all falling divided
What if i stopped writing music
Or
What if cam starting acting different and stealing from me
Or
What if dontell was secretly plotting on me
What if let all my supporters down and gave up on music
Shit, what if i became irrelevant and started debating on who the greatest
And my name ain't get bought up in conversation
Death will follow shortly my nigga you better watch it
What if i ain't been working and putting them hours in
What if my best friend Amanda tell she fucking sick of me
What if late night i took some sleeping pills
And took the car out for the drive
And i fall asleep at the wheel
What if, I can't tap the breaks and it's to late to stop
What if i
Damm, what if i fucked up