Jameirkgolden - Blackheartconfession Lyrics

I hate it, I pretend I'm okay
But really I hate the fucking sound of my fucking voice
Ready to my slit my wrist I fucking hate myself
For some reason I seem to hurt
Everybody who come close to me
Don't know what it is or why I feel this way
And jealously got me wishing I was in a different position
Worrying about everybody else
When I Pretend I'm numb
Damn my demons speaking to me
Haunting me daily, pull the trigger
I can't stand my reflection I'm afraid I might see the monster
I'm a fucking hypocrite
God will you accept me
I'm sorry I'm polluted
Don't believe you in your message
Evil taking hold me
I'm praying for forgiveness
Like I found the answers to my problems in my idols music
Fuck, i forgot people looking up to me
Oh well this is just how I feel
I'm sorry it may not make no sense
Don't have conscious, a monster within
Feeling it take a breathe again
I swear I hate all my music
Don't know what true feelings are
I say this Forreal not as a joke
Don't give a fuck about you niggas
I fucking hate you all, I built a wall
Trying to keep everybody out
My personal
but now my personal My aresenal
Laughing just to hide the pain
I'm a monster, rude mother fucker
Burn in the hell, bitch I done that
Your an ass hole, I know that
Now me tell me something that I don't know
I'm cocky,conceited whatever you fucking name it
I drown myself under water daily
Hoping cleanse my sins
And all these friends of mine
I promise I will murder you any day up on this track
But I'm trying to be humble and let you niggas rap
I'm the rap Diablo
Nigga please do not test me
My skill untouchable
Rapping pentagrams round you niggas
I admit I stand for nothing but my 16's
Bitch I'm gifted
100 miles I feel drugs coursing through my veins
Painful nights and memories
I'm a fucking psychopath
Don't give a fuck bout yo feelings
Anxiety got me tripping
Not feeling emotions
So me and you cannot relate
Driving full speed ahead don't give a fuck if I crash
I hit the dash damn speaking to god
Like Fuck the heavens I don't know what's wrong or right for me
I'm doing this, all just for me
Don't give a fuck if I eat so nobody talk to me
Do this all by myself so can't nobody hold it against
A bullet against me
I carry the weight of the world
Trying to find an escape route
This shit more then basement music
Slow it down and listen to me slowly
You words could never Hurt me
I'm tougher then spartans sparing
Just to forget the days I'm Sippin Hennessy
90's where my fucking car keys

This is just how I feel
I just kill with this skill, damn
What you gon do next
Jameirkgolden they wanna know
What you got do next
Jameirkgolden they wanna know

People Pretending to be my friends that shit crazy
Nobody believed in the kid
Now everybody screaming
Can i get a feature
Can i get a picture or your autograph
Niggas don't give a fuck about me unless I benefit em
Thank you rosé for giving me my opportunity to speak, uh
I promise you won't regret it
Aiming at the target I'ma hit it with deadly precision
I'm coming for the crown
January 16th a legend was born
Super saiyan of legend
I'm legend to be, you niggas can't keep up with me
I'm balling on you niggas
Not showing off all my assets
Like Wizard kelly, bitch
And all you haters on my dick like Limousin
I made it to a magazine now
Throwing a fucking scene
Like Andrew going bankai in hallways
Tripple 6 I rep my digits on my wrist so if ever deplete my energy will restore In Complete
Aiming at my objective a warrior to be born
All I see in the room is some big fat phonys
Acting like they rich niggas
Fake designer, fake bezels
Fake bitchs, I don't care
Don't speak to me
Please dont ask me questions I don't fuck with you niggas
I'm tired of all you niggas
Call me Dracula, alucard backwards
Ohhh I'm dropping bombs season 6
Damn I should drop the trilogy
Murder the soul kings consultant
Playing with fire
Lit matches up on the counter
God damn, I match that, match box
Told you I do it, I did uh
Man of my word I gotta spit
Damn it I'ma keep on killin
Drown the surface
I'm causing a deadly wave to crash
I'm coming for all you niggas
Spitting fire bars , I was Sipping like I'm kerosene

Fuck it I think that had enough
I burned this shit up already